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HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST FRIEND !

Just wishing you a happy 17th birthday............. ( to be continued in your card which you will be receiving tommorow )

Nothing in this world could come close to how much i tressure my bestfriend. She's my bestfriend, my confidante, my guide...my late night buddy! Though at times we bicker and squabble, i know all she want is the best for me. BABAT, i'm happy for you. You know i do.

OKAY, SELAMAT HARI JADI AH KAWAN. kau kecoh ah!

( if you happened to be here, pls wish fifa happy birthday in the coment box below. Thanks)

auntie wong, my son bery the cleber you noe!

One year ago. Look at Saiful!

This picture is a classic.

It is not so much the fact that i have nothing to say, but instead it's how i'm finding it difficult to put my thoughts into words. Trust me, if i could i would most definitely be well on my way to fighting for what i want.However, these thoughts can and will take a stepback, because ultimately, whatever that is meant to be yours will eventually be in time to come. Its just a matter of time.

Sometimes i feel like i could shoulder all that is pushed to me, but when shit hits the fan and everything comes tumbling down, the true testament of my courage and ability show through and what am i at the end of it really?Very very messy. But i am not complaining because at the moment, i quite like how things are. Yes, i do! There is alot of uncertainty (or so i like to believe) but hopefully things remain as it is for as long as i can keep it, because well, ok that is another story for another day. I like being busy. For your information, i have not slept since sunday afternoon! Its 00:31am now and its tuesday.

class of 2006

This world has too much negativity. Lighten up, it’s a beautiful place! Sometimes, I just can’t see why people are so narcissistic and self-absorbed all the time. It’s really a damn turn-off. You’re young, good-looking, smart, so what in the world is making you feel so bloody abused. I think I see what the problem is. People like you feel like the world owes you a living. Get over it.

I would say, take pleasure in the simple things life brings your way. I was telling June, for every bad thing that happens, something good will blossom. Say for example, a relationship doesn’t work out, what does one bring away from it? Self-realisation? Perhaps a better understanding of ones flaws and the knowledge of how to handle the same situations should the problem ever arise. Good memories are a bonus too. So please lah, relaks sia! Smile.

This entry had no direction so that explains it.

zaki boy saves katong again!

As i sat here in my room, i began to realise that this page no longer seems to make sense and even if it does, it make little sense. If anyone of you ever had read my post months ago, you would soon realized that this page has lost its vibrancy not in picture sense but thoughts. When i sat up this page when i was fifteen ( almost two years ago!), this page is solely meant as a place where i talk and talk and no one could stop me. However, these days this page seems to be occupied with few lines of thoughts or lyrics that no one seems to understand except me. I choose these lines or lyrics because it describe how i feel best. Sometimes, the best kind of description is descripiton through songs because most of us like to relate a certain period of time with a certain songs. You do that, dont you?

By now, most of you would have realized that my use of grammer sucksss. haha. Believe me, i know and i'll be improving it because i'm buying a primary 4 grammer book to practice as suggested by my gp tutor. haha! Pathethic, i know! Talking to a couple of people online and reading alot of wonderful stories online had inspired me to do a long entry. I have ask myself this question " What is my priorities?" alot of times; in the long bus ride home from school, in the bathroom, when im in the school libray alone during breaks, when i'm facing stupid maths problem (???!!!#@$!) and when im doing nothing. And everytime i ask myself, i cant seem to answer my own question. arhgh! I began to ask myself why do i commit to such stupid thing at the first place. study shit, soccer shit, house cap shit which then will bring into more shits like assignment and test shit, teacher shit, training shit, organizing shits, compt shit and a whole load more shit. I'm sorry for the language use but shit is really the best word to describe all these shit. hahaha.

Besides all that shit, i think being a teacher is the most coolest job one could lend. Seriously. Though i do not want to be a teacher but I am certaintly game for relief teaching after my As which is a loooong way to gooo. But honestly, i think that being a teacher especially a secondary teacher is way cool cause you will have to play an important role in shaping the characters of teens and inspiring them do great things. As bold as it may sound or cliche as it may sound, i think thats the coolest responsibility one can ever had. I've always wanted to work with teenagers of 12-16 years of age because i feel i could 'connect' with thse kids. Speaking of this, made me miss those time when i was staff of part c 2006! haha. Oh well. I want to do so many things after promos like read, go to vietnam or thailand with bowen to help those kids again, lepak, visit so many sg places that i've not been to like fishball factory? hahaaha, the new musuem, the happening flea markets and yada yada. you get my flow. But first, i need to study for my promos which is around 60 days? Alright, i need to sleep. hahaahahah. OH WELL. the adventure of zaki boy continues...

hello, mini-matt. You wanna go to econ mini mart?

FOR THE RECORD, I WILL BE THE WORLD HAPPIEST BOY.

She acts like summer and walks like rain

all busy with school.

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken.Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong. Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation. The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

im stuck with the song drop of jupiter by Train and Hey there delilah by Plain white T and Forever young by Youth group.

Get it all @ www.youtube.com

elton john on the radio

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe. Preosllnay I tinhk its cmolpete nenosnese......

your rent is pass due, art-boy!

I know you've given all that you can give to me.I know there'll come a day I understand.Until then I'll be trying to solve your mystery . Smiling through denial , my specialty. I thought that was a good thing for a while .

I know in time you will believe . Heal – takes time .

swings and slide at midnight

A thousand miles seems pretty far, but they've got planes and trains and cars. I'd walk to you if i had no other way. Our friends would make fun of us an we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way.

2 more years and you'll be done with school. AND i'll be making history like i do.

Lips of an angel

You expect the momentous events in life to provide some kind of a warning. You expect you expect to have some presage of what's about to happen, to be prepared for it when it hits you. I wasnt prepared. Some things hit so hard that you cannot prepare yourself for them. You just have to let them come and hope you survive the blow.

its been a long time coming

lets play beach freesbee shall we?

this five word call F A I T H

Maybe you had faith but lets just say we got different meaning of faith just like how a zebra hates her stripes while we on the other hand wear stripes polo t. it make no sense i know. i dont even know what im talking about.

dont worry, it ll be fine.

do you have big teeth? errrr

midyrs in 3 days. The world will see yet another failure. seriously.

i guess its never too late to say a big thank you for those who have scream their lungs out and have faith in us always

Even heroes have the right to dream. Even heroes have the right to bleed. Even heroes have the right to cry.

WE WILL BE BACK. to be continued....

why aint paris in the gen' pop?

have any of you remember about all the cool toys that was sold at the old mama shop?

remember that styrofoam aeroplane that you need to esemble yourself? the one that can only fly very very far if you put the 'red nose' on it's front. remember those transparent water guns? haha. remember how you would always filled it up and bring to school only to realize that everyone have the same blue water gun? remember that SOLDIER TOY that come with its own parachute? You need to tie the paprachute and released it ! Remember that water toy that you need to get all the hoops in that thing!! by just pressing a single button. ahh... you know which toy im refering to right? no batteries required. Remember that classic spinning top and no matter how hard you try you still cant figure how to spin it? Remember about those batman sticker album? The one that you use 80 cents of your pocket money everyday to but a packet of sticker only to realise that you already have those sticker. Remember how happy you are when you found out that you have a shiny batman sticker? Remember how foolish you were to stick that shiny sticker to your album rather than keeping in your wallet.

i am very sure that most of you who read this will go " HEYYY!! i remember got such thing last time!"

wait. Do you remember that 10cent bibi snack that you will always buy after school? ala, the orange colour one! remember coki chocolate stick? the one that taste like nuttela but more fun to eat.

AHHHHH. wheres the old mama shop???

my fav mama shop was at below block 408 in bedok. The one near to the old ping yi primary.

the stayover

Its about time i start studying hard cos i have not been doing so since the year started. However, there are a few things left to be done before i can give a hundred percent to studying.

1) Leadership Training Camp

2) a last lepaking session

3) get a new watch and sandal.

I WILL SEE YOU SOON

how to save a life

trip to the barber.

i went in and told the uncle with a big grin " Uncle, no.1 at the side. No.2 on top "

"alamak, why the ear petruding"

"can tuck it in anot?"

have faith

sometimes i really wonder what will make us pull our socks up. day in, day out, nothing seems to change. attitude, hunger, being serious, and goals. where are they? when will they come? 2 weeks have passed and 3 victories had put us to the top. But there are so many challenges that is yet to come. do we really got what it takes to win the championship back?

sometimes, i wish that we would lose our next game . Maybe through a defeat will we learn. A defeat at our own home ground. A defeat that will humilate the hundred odds mj supporter. A defeat that will teach us a lesson and finally perform at the rate that we should. But lets not be silly, attitude, hunger, being serious and goals is something that we can control. Why let defeat control all these things?

So c'mmon ppl. play our hearts out everytime we step on the pitch!

lets make ppl fear us.

cause we are no longer teamates nor friends on the pitch. we are brothers.

WOOOOOOOOOSSSSssssssssh.

" when will i ever see bright sky when i am on the way home ? "

day in, day out. We prayed, we run, we sweat, we kicked, we pushed, we trained. Whats the point a stranger may ask. Only time will have the answer.

" bright or dark sky? It does not matter anymore"

phobos pride

nationals will begin in exacttly 10 days time. One thing for sure, we want the championship back!

we have 8 games. 7 which will be played home. 1 will be played at JJ.

lets go mj, lets go!

I AM A WONDER BOY!

huh huh. mj has been really fun but its damn tiring. Imagine having training for almost 3 hours everyday till saturday. it means that i only got sunday to just relax and chill. i'm officially a happy boy right now. okay. I gtg. i'm having a match this evening against united world collge. Anyway, i need to get shoes and lots of stationery to fill my tom and jerry pencil case that june got me for xmas. HAHAHA. You know those pencil case that your mother gets for you when you were 7? The one with 3 levels?

adidas, so what?

School had kept me very busy for the last few weeks. Attending lectures, doing tutorials, lunch at the western stall, running ten rounds the field, sweating at the middle of the pitch, going for tackles, long bus ride home, catch up calls and followed by a 7hr sleep before the next day commence.

Its never easy catching up all the lessons that i've missed and juggling with trainings especially when one is lagging in fitness. There are times when i feel like giving up but when i gave a second thought, its not worth it to go this far and then give up.

" the rest can go fly kite"

ROBIN HOOD

Sometimes, you try to do good things but you end up wondering in the prison. You tried to explain to lawyer that you are not guilty but these 'people' never understand. You tried again and this time its the same ol' story, you failed to convince them. "Goodwill?" they asked. "Are you kidding? You should have.." they continue. There will be a period of time when you get down to 'earth' and soon realised that it is no use of rebelling and fighting against something that is already final. And it is this period of time that you will feel helpless and tired of this whole thing. Why should i fight for something that is never going to be heading my way? Maybe they are too smart or too brave to even understand the meaning of goodwill.

Oh well, till next time then. For the moment, i will be at the corner of my cell waiting.. waitting for god knows what.

somethings are just not meant to be

mrs teo mee hoon noodles

MY PART A CADETS ARE VERY NICE BUNCH OF KIDS.
NCC IS CHANGING AND I DONT REALLY LIKE THE WAY ITS HEADING NOW. BUT I NEED TO GET USED TO IT I GUESS.

happy birthday zakiii.

It never occur to me that i will actually be experiencing what i have experienced for the last fourteen days. All the events that took place had widden my perspective about life. It had certaintly answered a whole lot questions in my head like, why are we here for, why some people behaves in certain way and why its bright during the day and dark during the night.

Having read journals of fellow sixteen year old friends and heard about how much fun they had during their orientations, i have little envy to the amount of fun they had. Maybe its due to my bestfriends, who both convinced me that working is fun. But i gotta admit that sometimes, i really wish i had went for the 1st 3 months. Wondering in city link and walking pass people in their vj, tj and sa oritentation shirt can sometimes make me wonder why im not in their shoes. But nevermind, i think i am lucky enough that im working in a company that have wonderful people.

I have made alot of friends at work but at the same time, i have always think about the people that i have known and been so close to during my secondary four year and wonder where they are now and what they can probably be doing. Working has been a bliss and its feels great especially when the friends, teacher, family, love ONE and friends come to visit.

Just not long ago, i have catch up with both danial and fifa and i must say that it feels great to tell this people whats happening lately and trading with them all the latest information of friends that have long gone MIA.

jlsx

Please swipe credit card

Sometimes, i get easily irritated by aunties that unfold all the pajamas and just threw it in the bean bags. Its pretty difficult to fold a 2 piece pajamas and extremely easy to fold boys clothing now that i have folded it most of the times I'm waiting for my turn to operate the tilt. Speaking of the tilt or " the moster" as Ili and Gina has describe, i love being a cashier except it gets very nervous when some customer flash the "jlval" card.

Other than the tiring nature of the job, i love the company of my department. From the strict supervisors, to the forever-chill-Kak yati, the funny packers, the old aunties who loves to layan us and my very friendly temp staff, working at cw has been rather fun.

toss a bottle of coca cola

Work is starting on thursday. My mother say it would be a good oppurtunity for me to feel how hard it is to earn money.

Cheap Labour Trainee . just kidding

It was by far outstanding and splendid.

Once in our life, 5 hours of our time.

Prom was a blast consireing its a student initiate programme. haha. Well, i know im abit off time but ncc made me so. so yess. there you have it.

the soldier marching at half past six

12 mins into the game and the score is 1-1.

goodbye my friends. lets hope they feed me well in camp.

Jiayu, if you are reading this, i just want to say i miss you best friend and not forgetting your slow reaction. oh ya, have fun in mr khoo camp. take care of fatty.

AND obviously, to you who are reading this, i will miss you too.

byebye

its like having the door but the keys are missing and the keys but wihtout door.

girls with black dresses and boys in their father's shoes

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ME


There you have it June. I just blog about something LOVEly. hahaha,


anyway, i've completed my O's and i must say i wont be able to do it without god's help, the teachers who stayed back on tuesday afternoon, those nice friends who wish me luck, sisters who give me a peace sign without fail before i head for my papers, parrents who bought honeystar and milk to keep me in fuel, the love one and of cause that sheer drive. hahaha. lets just wait and see now. for the time being, i will try to get a job in a childcare centre. i love kids but im not T-BAG. hahah.

formulaes on little yellow post its.

have faith and take courage. it is not that hard. everything will be fine if you have some faith.
smile. press on and we shall see some light in a few days time.

hey baby when you talk like that.

In a matter of few hours time, i will be actually sitting for my 1st official GCE Ordinary Level paper, my art paper. Its not like im excited for it but to be frank, i'm nervous. Though sometimes i got that i-know-i-can-take-one-the-world confidence, i know that art paper can sometimes led to screw up or bound to screw up. Just look at midyear, spilling of black paint on the floor, invigilator spilling my water. haha. Lets take prelims for instance, when i thought that things had change or i had step into the right shoes with the right brushes in my hand this body of mine screw everything up. SICK.

On a brighter note, i have completed my prep work and that means a new record. For the record, it was well done. Wish me luck and just watch for that double thumbs up at 5.

salam lebaran kepada semua

Selamat Hari Raya !

somehow, somehow, this year hari raya turn out to be real fun. Its fun to eat all the kueh-kueh and meet all the long lost cousins. Anway, to all my muslim friends, selamat hari raya! haha. "relak one corner alright"! hahah. put the textbook aside for once. hahah.

when old friends come out and play.

hello there.

I have been missing in action for so long, i know. Its not really because im too busy practising maths but also because there seems nothing to talk about these days. Life pretty the same almost everyday. I've been spending my time at the east side for the past week. It feels comforting to end a productive day spending time with my very own and most favourite Mrs Asia Pacific- My grandmom. Grandmother aways spoil their grandson. Dont you think so?

However, i think today is something worth to blog about. I had dinner at Poppye's(airport) with Danial, Hafiz and of course June. haha. It had been so long since i have that amount of fun because these days everyone is always in the fucked up study mood.haha. I cant blame them because it is something that we all will eventually go through. Especially at this period of time.

Anyhow, today was one of those outing where alot of cathing up take place. All the old moments, aura and nostalgic feeling never seems to fade away. Personally i think that everyone had fun and its fair to say everyone click. June could even make fun of danial for not having his Os this year, Danial bust telling june about kaixin even though she did not ask for, Hafiz mocking danial about his fats and me, i'm amazed. I'm amazed and i enjoy myself very much.

After dinner, we headed down to Geylang Bazzar. haha. My first time there this year! It was so much fun and i must say its Very Happening. Like every year, it is so nice to see all the melayu community there doing their last minute shopping for hari raya and the food is SUPERB. I love geylang serai. HAHA . In my opnion, hari raya is incomplete without geylang serai. Its so nostalgic just to walk down and listen to all the sounds of geylang: the hari raya songs, uncle shouting ' lelong lelong, 3 for ten' , the sound of people cooking ramly burger and last but not least, the chatters of the makciks and pakciks. "eh eh bang, tengok tu! murah betol ah bunga tu!" "Ala, nak buat per? rumah kiter macam tak cukup bunga. Lagi lagi baju awak dah bercorak bunga. TSK" HAHA. For the non malay, go figure it out! yes. ask your malay friend.

That was today as i had remember. Anyway, i need to study for my religious class exam's tommorow. Life is always about balance.

last, i just want to wish all indians friends out there a very happy deepavali. yes.

GOT LIGHT?

the black book

wish me luck.

for college for nation

the straight jacket feeling

nothing feels better than waking up for breakfast at five in the morning to have a heavy breakfast and then doing maths till half past six before getting ready for school.

To top it off, the day would be perfect if it is ended with a long bus ride home though its a rare 'experience' especially if you live just a bus stop away from school. Its a sad thing because i love taking bus 105 and 43 home seating at the rear seat and looking out at the window or changing from bus 15 to 854 if its peak hours cause the sight of office man and sweaty school boys after cca can lead you to migrain. but i dont mind the sight of office woman in power suit though. :))

recently, im addicted to all american rejects

Girls listen more to oprah winfrey than to God. haha. talk about faith.
Do you agree?

You ask, why are guys these days so gay. where did metrosexuals come from. how can guys cry so easily. guys can cook?! why more men go for pedi and medi cure than women. why does that boy have better skin than me. what ever happend to the old rugged james dean look. Where that muskel marchho man?

its simply because they are a generation of men raised by women and they eat skippy peanut butter!

on the bright side, i love peanut butter. i love the way it stays in your mouth and melts, as you grind you tongue again your teeth into your saliva. i love peanut butter and strawberry jam spread on white bread and folding them into triangle patern instead of rectangle. skippy skippy skippy! being random, i know.

JUST A BIG THANK YOU TO MASS SUICIDE

To this people, Saiful Bahari, Sabrina Siow, Isaac Tan, Jeniffer, Soh Wei lun, Edwina Ong and Atiqah Ho Xin Yi, Thank you for making recess time such a joy although you people always bring the uninvited guest along, BABI or also knows as PORKY PIG. haha. Cheers.

chasing cars

I'm still in a state of shock you $%#%#%@! driver. Who wouldnt? Imagine if you were crossing at the zebra crossing and this black wagon car out of no where suddenly swift past you at full speed. Its so near your hand could feel the side of the car with great impact.

I think im lucky to be typing this entry out because just a while ago i almost get knocked down by a car. I cant thank god enough. When that happened, i was so shocked and stunt that i freeze at the zebra crossing for 5s. My eyes were looking at that car. The woman on the passenger sit did look at me for some time. I think she was so shock herself. After 5 seconds had past, i was so angry that i started to shout at the driver although he cant possibly hear me. I was furious. haha

I noticed that the busdriver at the juction saw what had happened and just look at me. I look at him and he look at me. I didnt know what to do and how to react. The car was no longer at sight.

I couldnt thank god enough. Os are ahead.

you have your own faith, i have my own faith. a good read

Tomorrow would mark a significant begining to many of your malay or muslim friends. Because starting from tommorow, you dont find them running to their most favourite stall to get the mouth watering nasi lemak or the thirst quenching ice Milo with extra milo powder on top. Not because Mr Osama bin laden had robbed thier bank account to buy more weapons to aid Al-Qaedah's mission or they had spend all their money to buy a bazooka to kill Pope Benedict XVI after his insensitive comments BUT because, it marks Ramadan , a fasting month for all muslim around the world.

Like every year, i'm very sure my chinese and indian friends will ask why do we actually fast and all that jazz which is a very natural reaction. I mean who would not be curious to see people like ME not eating for around 14 hour a day, and that continue for 30 days. So i guess that today, i would be talking about the month of ramadan. haha. I assure you that it will be a good read and not just another Manual read that you can find elsewhere in the net. It is brought to you by datethispage.com, the most trusting brand in the net. right.

the muslim would fast from dawn( which is about 5.45am Singapore time) until sunset ( which is around 7.03 Singapore time ) abstaning from food, drink and sexual relations. Dont get it? It means no cheeseburger, no coke, not even a sip of tap water and strictly no sex during the day. Sometimes im very sure that you see some of your muslim friend still eats. They either do not fast or are excuse from fasting. Who are the people being excused? Those who are sick, elderly, or on a journey, and women who are pregnant, nursing or having a bloody epidemic. haha. you know what i mean. so what does a physically unable people do if they cant fast? They need to feed a needy person for every day they missed. yes.

Most people start fasting after passing their puberty but many kids these days start fasting earlier. They usually prepare themselves by fasting till 2pm when they are eight years old. I start fasting fully when i'm 11 i think. haha. rather slow start. Anyhow, im very sure you people still have a burning question. " Why do we fast? Whats the reason behind fasting? " I cant give you a perect 15 marks answer( if its over 15) but i can tell you of what i've learn and been told.

Fasting serves many purposes. While they are hungry and thirsty, muslims are reminded of the suffering of the poor and less fortunate people which go hungry for days. Hence it reminds us how not to take food for granted and not to waste them. " People in Thailand got no food" HAHA.Fasting is also an opportunity to practice self-control and to cleanse the body and mind . And in this most sacred month, fasting helps Muslims feel the peace that comes from spiritual devotion as well as kinship with fellow believers. Something like that. yes. thats all folks.

WORLD PEACE TO THE WORLD. IF SOMEBODY CALL AL-QAEDAH TO STOP TERRORISM AND ALL THE KA-BAM KA-BOOM AND CALL BUSH TO GROW UP I THINK THE WORLD WOULD HAVE PEACE. thats a very blonde suggestion.

i wish flinstone and spongebob were here

hello friends. I know i'm supposed to be at school having block revisions and collecting the-oh-so-badly done prelim results but here i am, typing this piece of entry. well, you may think i'm having the time of my life, enjoying life back at home feeding myself with all the movies that i had missed years ago and not forgetting enjoying all the cheekeern steeyew, chekern legs, leaving all the bones behind neatly on the table. but the truth is, i hate this whole thing. how i wish i could be out there, be in school at least laughing at mrs hee endless jokes and doing endless revisions . but this body of mine just does not allows me. haha. i may sound a lil psyco but hey, its true.

anyhow, just now i was telling my mom why im not going school on thursday and friday and she kindly and cooly say " its allright". well, even my oh-so-kind friend dont allow me to be in school. haha. the vomit monster is in da house they say. haha. so for today and tommorow, i would dedicate myself, my body and i to sports.( to immproved this weak immune system of mine ) so, i would prolly spending my time at the court, playing soccer and later at night, im gonna hit the pool. yes. lets just hope i dont drown.

okay. as usual, i was blog hopping , and i saw cailing blog and someone else. they actually laugh about their life in their blog that they had came out with 2 years ago. hahahahaha. you know, actually i do have a blog that no one knows 2 years ago. or maybe 1? yes, no one except 2 or 3 people. soo let me spilled the beans. though its funny, but its nice to see what you had been doing back then and how different your life was then, its a funny read. yes. nice account of my wonderful sec 2 years. www.agent-orange.blogdrive.com

OKAY. IM GOONAAA PLAYYY SOCCCCCCCCER. GO PLAY BARBIE AND MASAK MASAK people. I HAVE LEGO SET IF YOU WANNT TO BORROW.

let the rain fall, i dont care. im yours, suddenly your mine.

hello friends

the pass few days had been madness.its one of those days when im stucked to the bed and have absolutely no strength to pick myself up. not like i fell but im sick. so, im falling sick. wait. i was sick. haha. They say sick people tell stupid joke. and im not asking you to pity me. never PITY me. thats rule number #52.anyway, thanks to those who had call or leave a msg. its nice to hear from the ppl close to you espcially when you are not feeling well. not that its oh soo manyy but you know who you are. yes, you kind souls.

anyway, just yesterday, i watch NOTHING HILL, A LOT LIKE LOVE, FARENHEIT 9/11, THE WEDDING CRASHER. all fantastic film. superbly. i know im abit yesterday because im very sure you had seen all this film like eons ago. i just wanna tell you that i found movies that can beat serendipity, NOTHING HILL and alot like love. hhaha. (just when i thought that nothing beats serendipity) ahh. i love amanda peet now. amanda peet loves me too. i just know. hahah. actaully, she send me a sms just now. wait, im not gonna be like those silly friends of mine who wrote stupid stuff like this. right, FIFA? haha. i got love.

yes. im tired already. i need to alot of rest, at least thats what the doctor said. okay. im gonna watch more movie. TC.

with hugs and kisses hahahahahahahah

oh, and for those of you who think that stacey orico is good with her vocals after watching SI, you gotta hear ANNA nalick. not that shes very good but do listen to her breathe 2AM. its stacissshh. ( dont laught, JA would say that) which JA you ask? JACINTHA the judge. remember MUZACKISH. make it muzakiiiiiiiish. ahh more like it. OKAY. STOP. its addictive. cant helpt it. i want more. WOOOOOOO. HAHA

stp

OKAY.

HAHA

39612947192481 days to Os

The prelims will commence tommorow. well. i got lots of funny feelings. haha. ohh well. its a bad sign maybe.

hahah. how i wish this whole thing will be over but everyone will tell me the same thing, pressed on . yep. i will make the best of the remaining hours i had before my geog papers. have not memorized tourism though but let just say, take a chill pill. ahh. well, i think i would say goodbye to chem cause i have never touch the chem for weeks. hahaha. i dont really know what to say but lets remain optimist eh.


i'll promise myself that when i enter the exam hall on tuesday, i will get fullmarks for art. RIGHT. but im serious. i badly need full marks. yes. think i'm crazy. nah. ahhhh. yes. nothing is impossible.

well, i ran out of courage. we shall see. wish me luck.

Catch me if you can

hello world.

i think i am gonna hid for a while to catch my dream. i predict a D7 for english and things are not looking good, for this moment, at least. I badly need to get what i always wanted. Never was i this hunger for glory. Is this what they called greed?

Thank you June Lio Shu Xin for getting me back to where i am supposed to be. Yes. Make that tripple thanks. <<3

I'm looking forward to Saturday. They say its a beutiful place to seek solace. For the time being , i shall pack my bag because my room is always occupied by my small sister who's adiccted to blogging and my mom who's addicted to youtube where she could see all her idols. Off to the balcony.

BYE BYE datethispage, take care of yourself while I am taking on the world.

That thing on your wrist kills you silently

It was a case of the power of the wrist working hand in hand with the power of the mind to defeat Time today. Two does not necessary mean more powerful than one. Looking at the clock placed high up at the ceiling, it was 8:55. How could this be? I was only at the 3rd factor when i am supposedly doing the relative importance. Is the clock cheating me or am I just too slow. I peservered and pressed one. It saw my wrist doing the impossible, writting words at an average rate of 5.27 words/s( 3 sig ) with my handwritting almost looking like da vinci's, only that mine make more sense and could cause in a gain of more red ink ticks. In the end, Time was too good for me.Too good.It was one of those defeat that i accept with pride. However, the next occasion i face the Time, i'll promise that i will defeat it. Bring it on.


So the question here is, who is Time? Time is the precious thing that you are wasting without realizing it while reading my entry. Fight against time, hit the textbook. Dont let it defeat you too. The principle of a perfectionist says that Time is neither wasted in hours nor in minutes but in seconds. BEWARE.

i have not complete the never ending SWEATSHOP.

INCOMPLETE

art art art art. you either hate it or lothe it. yep. I always have the time of my life whenever i step inside the art room. THAT WAS A YEAR AGO. however, today, 1 year later, steping into that L shaped classroom would be one that i seldom look forward to. art is time consuming. well, not really. its super time consuming. haha. anyway, the dead line for the completion for the 'course work is like on the 1st week of october' and the prelims today. BUT I have yet to complete it. haha. The face havent even been drawn. pathethic i know. thats zaki for you.

The "message" behind a work of art is really left up to the interpretation and appreciation of each individual who sees/hears/reads it.A work of art can be like a walk down a wooded path. For each person who walks that path, the experience will be different. For some it is relaxing and enjoyable. For others it is physically strenuous and challenging. For still others, it can even be creepy and unpleasant. Likewise, a work of art is interpreted in a thousand different ways by a thousand different people. yep. since its 25 august, let me share with you the message behind the canvas that you just seen.

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The above piece that you have seen is my final master piece that i have came out with after going through a number of process and ideas. Well, first and foremost, i used mainly warm colours such as red, yellow, orange and the different tones of those couloyrs. I want to sow my anger and displeasure towards the 'child prostitution. To me, red and the shades of it represent anger, rage and hatred. In this painting, i have been inspired by the movement of cubism especially by Braques and Picasson work's. Besides being inspired by the artists, i also use cubism to show the 'censorship' effects. Since child prostituition involves children whom are still juvenile, cubism is used to disfigured the victim( the prominent girl fingure) so that her identity is protected. Besides that, I want to show that just like the dismented planes in the background , the dreams of the victim is shattred. If you take a look at the canvas at a distance, you will the realized that the girl-figure seems very crammed and have little space to move. This is to sho that the victims does not have freedom as they are control by the brothel. At the heart of the figure, there is a teenage girl's face poping out ans showing her emotions of displeasure in a surreal manner. The face is actually mine when i potrayed myself as a victime. I am trying to voice out my disliking to the 'child prostitution business' . But can anyonme hear me?

Children are not sex objects, they are the future of mankind.

Just when we feel like we're being treated like 'Pochenehs', all we need is a Hafiz

IM A BURGER KING. AND YOU CAN BE THE QUEEN.

the day wasnt good considering that the art room was locked the whole afternoon which means no touching up of canvas. well, now we know why " It just taste better" for burger king burgers. haha. anyway, i love their whopper. the onions inside is like totally wow. when the onions meet the beef it just taste better. haha. when it meets the mosquito? yumm.

anway, had a haircut at dexter's place. i found out that the scissors that they use is around 200-600$. serious. i asked him why and he told me its due to the ball bearing and quality of the scissors. furthermore, this scissors can go re-service. which means oiling the ball bearing and sharpening the scissors. cool eh? as he was cutting my hair, we had this talk about singapore idol! haha. he told me on how he likes hady and johnathan. hahahah. and also how unlucky mathilda was. ahh . i think yesterday result show was stupid. !!#@$!#@%$#@%. not that i like mathilda butt . haha. anyway, i had a crew cut! hahaahhahaah. maybe a little bit longer than crew cut cause he insist that crew cut is ugly.

english oral was a couple of days back and let just hope it goes well. Allright. lets get back where we had started. later. do study smart.

A birthday gallery for FIFA FAT.

HAPPY birthday to the fatt onee, fifa. haha. okay la. since its her birthday, we shall say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE SKINNY ONE, FIFA. haha. sounds fake. anyway, i think she got pretty much of a memorable sixteen birthday. haha. not forgetting the boobs mug, the 'horrible sungger cd', the boxers, diaries, photo and candle gallery and all. yes.

all in all, the surprise didnt work well but it was nice. yes. birthdays are nice. they are like oh-so-happy-days for whover who is celebrating that special day. sounds stupid,

anyway, i like the photo gallery that we did for fifa. right jy? yestersday was indeed a happy day. the mother tongue o result was out. it feels good to get what you want and sucks if you never get what u always wanted. the dinner was good. good food + good company = good time. we ate BEEF all the way. maybe I ate it all the way. SO, lets all hope zaki could grOOOOOOOOOOOOW.

IM 165 54 BUT I WANNA BE 169 65 AT THE END OF THE YEAR. help me grow people. buy me MILK and beef. i love them.

TC.

THE GOODBYE- a good read

CLT CHEE YONG SPEECH

POP Speech for Outgoing Specs
Outgoing Specialistsi.e. Current Part Ds and Part D1s of 2006

Good afternoon to everyone present. It has reached the time of the year again when I’m going to see the departure of yet another batch of specialists. It leaves me with great pleasure being the CLT of Bowen NCC. And I’m very sure that being your platoon CLT is one of my most memorable moments in life. Yes, I am very proud of you guys.

I have seen the progress of everyone here back from the days when you all were in Part A. And if you guys remember hard enough, I have told you all before: “I was once a bloody recruit, and now I’m a fcuking CLT”. Yes, to bring you all back to reality, you guys are going to end your service in NCC in your secondary school life in a matter of an hour’s time.

I’m truly impressed back in the time when you guys were in Part Cs. The indescribable bonding and unity that you guys possessed after Specialist Course often leave me in awe. Even till now, somehow, the bonding hasn’t faded off totally. In recollection, I won’t forget the many dinners we had after trainings, the numerous meals we shared after HQ camps, the endless gossiping sessions, and the everlasting laughter. And of course, the chatters, the photos, the scoldings, the games, and the great fond memories. Somehow or another, before you all actually realize it, you guys have traveled miles and went through a long journey all the way to this special day. Well done.

I have seen the transition of NCC from a military organization to a student development CCA per say. Of course, I cannot deny the fact that NCC has became soft over the years. I was struggling with the change during Shafiq’s batch when they were in Part C, refusing to blend in with the new 21st NCC Master plan. But it is only after Shafiq’s batch, which is your batch, that I see another perspective of the NCC. Through each and every one of you all, it finally dawned on me that NCC has re-defined leadership.

Leadership to me in the past is leadership through fear. Eventually, from the unique individuals of Part C 2005, I have learnt a new spectrum of leadership which never occurred to me before. One of which is that I understood how one got to be an autocratic leader, and a servant leader at the same time. I also realize that there are so much deeper meanings of being a CLT, and so much difference a CLT has got to make. Life as a Bowen CLT wouldn’t be different for me if it hadn’t been the existence of you guys.

A leader is someone who leads by example, with actions not just words.
A leader is someone who can truly lead people to their destiny, not to have followers following just for the sake of doing so, for then what's the point of having that authority.
A leader is someone who can connect and communicate well with people, not someone who appears so hard-hearted and cold, not showing fake concerns and love.
A leader is someone who is not prideful and self-centered, but one who is humble and have a serving heart. That's true leadership

You guys made history – 7 awards from Specialist Course, 2 awards from Senior Spec Course, and 1 garang guy who dared to shoot a S/CLT in HQ down with the words “gold unit is just a matter of time, just you wait”. And I’m very sure your batch is the first batch I have taken without many internal conflicts. I wonder how many more years will it come for this history to repeat itself again, and I seriously hope that Bowen NCC will not become a fallen legacy in the distant future.

I’m sure when you look back in time, you would realize that Bowen NCC has already become a part of you, because you guys have sweat it out for the past 4 years. Bowen NCC wasn’t just a CCA to me; it’s definitely more than that. Inevitably, I cannot deny the fact that Bowen NCC has shaped me to who I am today. Not anyone, or anybody, it’s just Bowen NCC. And somehow or another, I’m sure it has changed the lives of some of you guys here. You guys came in as individuals, today; you guys will leave the service as brothers, and as comrades.

Before I end this message, I want to thank you guys again for spontaneously helping the unit despite your busy schedules at times. If you guys remember, before you all took over, I said something about “all the little things you going to do for the next one year will form a big picture”, and I’m proud again to announce that all of you here have painted a wonderful and beautiful picture, making a huge and significant impact on the cadets.

I was never good at saying good bye. But when one has got to go, you have really got to go. As both you and me leave the service this evening, I would like to thank you all once again for the services rendered in the past one year, and for the wonderful and fond memories induced which will be carved deeply in my heart. The many sessions we spent together will never be forgotten. In my ending words, I would like to wish all of you guys the very best in your life, and best of luck for the upcoming examinations. As cliché as it may sound, always remember, “tough days don ‘t last, only tough man does”


Yours Sincerely,


S/CLT Tan Chee Yong
Service from 03/01/00 – 21/07/06

thanks.

should i get a tagboard?

a parody entry.

***AIM WELL

In any case, i think that this post will still be relevant to girls who are reading it, since i dont think they have urinals in the toilets, or spend their time floating in and out of male tolilets. ( save that one for those retro green "ALVERTON " aunties.)

Going into Novena MRT toilet today, i noticed a new campaign for " keep the toilets clean!" going round. well, this time targeted at MEN in particular. The above poster is what i mean.

HAHA! look! There's even a target marker on the poster to show the EHEM men where they should aim their you-know-what at the specific spot.

Its either the government trying to proves tha 'old guns' do fire a little of target, or Singapore men are really showing why Singapore girls find them boring in bed.

well, if you dont get what i mean, then maybe this lil skit will tell you more.

Husband: " how does it feel Hunn"

Wife: " ???. The entry is down here love, youre shooting my tummy"

hahahahahah

Tsk tsk. No wonder Singapore birth rate is falling la! Singapore guys cant even be marksmen in bed with the target just next to them.This is not a 100m range la. If 400m how? m-16 have 900m plus range oryte.

at this rate, even SAF will suffer.

SINGAPORE, shoot well. make the women proud.

you unzipped. take your aim. one deep breath. and slowly triger your urine to the right spot.

YESS! hit target. like finally!

the trip to the air

hello datethispage readers. it been dozen of days since i last update. i had not been online for the past few days due to the busy week and a couple of event that took place. if you know what i mean. oh well.

the passing out parade was lst week and i must say that it was good. i feel good. haha. though the parade want really a 'solid' showing the billy banja dance, the barret throwing in the air, the farewell video, the food, the company march, the FRIENDS that came, the well behaved cadets, the unforgettable part c, the sporting CO, the trip to the air and the company was unforgettable and marvelous.

• life lessons

well, looking back at our secondary one years, ncc had really taught me many valuable life lessons and the best part is, the lessons are free. its up to you whether you want to take it or choose to leave it. besides that ncc had also allowed me to share my experience and knowledge to a wonderful part, PART C 2006. yes. " one part, one sound" it was indeed nccc who taught me to go "bathe-less" for 2 days, to sweat and roll at the muddy grass pitch together, to stand still while in sedia position, to use our saliva instead of kiwi to shine our noots, to sit so straight even though our back is giving way, to shout so loud that the whole neighbourhood can hear, to be more vulgar, to change from u4 to pt kit in 2 mins even if it takes to change outside the toilet( cos its full), to drinki diluted milo, to eat Maggi mee from the packet itself without cooking, to be togetehr with someone that i really hate, to endure every punishment in the sun, to be dramaa standard in camp, to learn not to forge, to believe in a part though everyone is telling you to give yp, to lead a group of ppl who dont like the cca they joined, to groom a new batch of leader. ncc had really made me tramnsform from boy to men( dramatic effect) maybe not man but yopu know someone more ... ahahah. anyway, i think the best way tothank ncc is to serve the mfro another 2 years, not as cadet or cadet sepcialist but as a clt. "touch more lives and inspires the people around us"

special thanks to:

the boys from nan chiau, the girls from rgs, jeremy, stanley, hafiz, yong yi, and all those seniors who came, wai leong, shing rong , jin qin, ivan, kia yong, eugene, saiful, vinodh, shazani, jun jie, hafiz, shafiq, wahid, and all the part D that i have not mention, june,the cute part a, the standard part b, the schoomate from 4e1,4e2,4e3,4e5, issac, mr faird, mr chan , mr tan , Chee Yeong and last but not least my very own PART C. thanks for making the day such a blast.

the sister "cam-whoring" at 1AM

see! art is taking away all the late morning hours. so much for "art is a easy subject" eh wei ling? its time consuming la. the deadline for prelims marking is like tomorrow and I have yet to complete. GREAT. 3 more visual diary plate and 20% of the canvas left. haha. like you dont know zaki. anyway, the canvas progress is good i guess? uhhuh. back to visual diary, i still got the personal message, colours scheme and final presentation left. and i need to complete all of that by tmmwr morning! so who's staying up late with me?

anyway, i choosed 'child prostitution' as my theme. why? i'm inspired by the thailand trip and i think every children, no matter where they come from should go out and PLAY. haha. stupid. but hey, not every children can enjoy every second of the childhood. yes.

haha. and because of art, i got PAINT all over my uniform. i bought 3 uniform this year and out of the 6 uniform i have, only one is Paint-less( painless to the eye too, if you know what i mean). pathethic. haha. right afifa? haha. all the red, yellow and orange spots of pain. yes. no other colours cos i love warm colours and i used warm colours for almost everything.

oh well. better get back to my art. LATER peeeeeeepearl.

good morning STAFF!

PS:- 21st July 2006
Part D 2006 passing out parade
time: 3.00 ( please be pumctual)
venue: the parade square
dress code:- school uniform
invited guests only.
rules :- no crying on the parade ground allowed! haha

when rendang meets laksa and roti prata fall in love with fish and chips.

hello friends, regular readers and those who got here by accident or maybe through links. haha. well, welcome to the world of zaki. a place where he shares his thoughts( not deep ones), ideas and perhaps pictures? haha.

anyway, im very sure that by now we all should be aware that Bowen is celebrating Racial Harmony day on Tuesday, 18th July 2006. YES. take that down. "So whats the hurry zakiii?" well, no hurry. i just want to inform people whom have yet to decide what to wear and people whom have yet to get their traditional costume. so what are you waitting for? c'mmon lend it from your friends or neighbours? haha. dont be shy. this would be a chance for you to interact with people of different races. HAHA. not like you dont interact with them everyday in school! lets make the celebration a blast! yep.

**speaking of racial harmony, i just had my o level malay oral just now. its about some racial issue thing. yep. i hope i do well. yep.

how i wish i have the time to go to geylang serai then hop to seranggon road and then take a bus to chinatown. damn fun la. the RACIAL escapade. but obviously, zaki's too busy because he have not completed his art yet. awww. poor boy. haha. stupid.

ve lessons are stupid. the miffy company just sit " TOGETHER GATHER" at one corner of the classroom and "RELAK ONE CORNER" (matt!) . we tried our heart and soul to come with some lyrics but wasnt successful. we're only best at the chorus where everyone will go, 'coz its all about, everybody'

recess will always be the same. sitting at almost the same table everyday at 10.30. later, the kanchiong spiders quickly rushed to uncle richmond stall to order the usual. plain rice + stingray + eggs + chicken nugget + soy sauce. and that will be $1.60. and if theres a dollar left after 10.55, little zakii will buy famous amous cookie at the tidbits stall. yeess

ORYTE LA, TILL later. GOODNIGHT TO THE MOST SERENE REPUBLIC.

mimpi yang indah

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who could be falling in love with your smile.


















FUCKED









IT BEGINS WITH A SMILE, IT GROWS WITH A KISS AND IT IS STUCK WITH A TEARDROP.

copyright

we are happy boys and girls at school

i miss the time when we painted this classroom together

the joy we had spending the glorious hours

just painting and decorating

for these, which make us feel better

i miss the time

when i would ask charles to stack up the chair together

so that i could reach the top wall

using spraycans and a lil bit of tapes

to make it look better

i miss those time

when we would make funny animal sound

at the back of mrs you class.

what bunch of fools we were

enjoying every seconds of our secondary two year

i miss those time when we came out with stupid country

republic of banana, down under, Tigeria,

gone they were.

'class magazine' would be publish

in flash

i miss those time when

marcus would bang his head to the wall,

ruth would rebel,

keith and company kicks the ball,

afifa was small,

jean and jiayu will talk about the mall.

gone were those days

just like magnet

we had repel.

fathers spoilt their son

sometimes, the best thing to do if youre bored at town is going to Paragon. You could just sit down at a corner while watching the world passed you. not really. Its a great pleasure to watch how people could shop all their hearts out in almost every store and boutiques there. It could be a funny sight to see that even the cashier burst into laughter. Its funny to see how an average looking auntie filled everyspace of the cashier's table top with all the tidbits that even the cracker's rack is empty!

If your still bored, shop at Paragon market place. Buy a cereal, milk, bowls and get spoon at any dining place there. Then head down to any corner of level 5 to have your delicious meal. haha.

Still bored? Go to level 6 and fill your missing childhood playing with the toys at TOY r Us. You could even take some snapshots of all the cute fat children there. sounds like a phedophile eh?

stile bored? just go home will you? tsk tsk

Bagaimana skripsi kamu, Lex?

this entry is for the broken hearted

september 1982.

The days of army camp were over but the search for Julia wasnt. Infact what they say is true. Every life has its one true love snapshot. For nicholas, it came on a bright September afternoon right in the middle of the learning terrace at the headquaters. She wore a green chamo with a green barrette in her bunned hair. Nicholas eyes was stuck right there, just there. He didnt look elsewhere. His attention was on her although he was sitting in an awkward manner with his back straight. So straight that it led beads of pespiration rolling down his back. Alike every boy, he wish he could flirt. However, he was in the headquaters and all eyes were on him and his platoon. He was in the Artilery Force platoon. The most feared platoon in the camp with 16 awards to their name. It came that moment, when she walked pass him. He noticed her name tag- J-U-L-I-A. Without hesistation, he whispered " hey thats Julia. I have a pet hamster at home called DULIA," thinking that it would be funny. She thought that he was anoying without even taking a second glance at him.

It didnt matter to him because that was his snapshot.Until now, whenever he thought of Julia he would recall whispering to her about his so called pet 'DULIA' and would feel the same arterial burst of love. Every night he would call his bestfriend, Danny. That night was no exception. He told Danny that he had met the girl that thought he is going to be with for god knows how long. Danny thought it was funny and kept laughing through the night.

Days later, the search began. After much effort, he finally found Julia. However, Julia remembered little about the 1st September 1982 incident. Julia was clueless about who he was although he explained how he saw her and every single detail that he could remember. Days passed and he sensed that something was about to happened. She was oblivious to how he felt as they carried out their daily conversation. She did not detect his slightest affection. At that time, she had a crush on Kenny, a boy that works next to her office.

No story sits by itself. Some stories meet at corners and others, like stones beneath the river, completely overlap each other. He was shocked when he knew that the girl that he had known when he was 27 was actually Julia friend. Infact, she was one of Julia's bestfriend. It was not a issue for Nicholas to know Julia's friend. In this case, it was a problem as his earlier encounter with Julia bestfriend, Lisa, was a horrible one. It ended with him breaking her heart and cheating on her. It was diasterous. Nicholas was at a lostto what to do, but he kept quiet anyway.

Love was indeed blooming at that time. Nicholas and Julia silently knew. It all began with name calling and them relating about their lovely past. As days passed, Nicholas' pressence and importance grew in Julia's life. She was aware of that very fact. They conversed daily at eleven with ceaseless things to say. .

With only two months of acquintance, how could they possibly talk so much?however, They found immense joy in each other's company. She told her bestfriends everything that both of them did. Likewise, he did so too. None of them were aware of their smilarities. Everwhere he went, he thought about her. Everything he said, reminded him of her and every song he sang, seemed to harbour a hidden meaning.

It was December when he mustered enough courage to asked her out. His tongue felt as if it was stucked to his teeth. His gave the reason that they had known each other for more than two months, thus, it was about time they met up. She agreed, replying with a " errmmmmm YARH". His toes turned cold at very the thought of their meeting.

They to met at the terminal to avoid a crowd. That very day, he woke up very early and started cutting his nails, shaving his facial hair and brushing his teeth. He needed to appear presentable and wanted to leave a lasting impression. He wanted it to be perfect. He wore his pullover and left his house. On the way to the railway station, he saw Rachel, He used to be head over heels crazy about her. He thought to himself. Perhaps it was a sign. Maybe it was a sign indicating the end of the rachel days and the begining of somethign new .

On the train, he knew he was going to be late. 'What a way to begin a relationship' he thought to himself. She was already waiting for him at the terminal. It was 2.45 and they had agreed had to meet at 2.20. Once he reach the terminal, his eyes scaned the area, searching for Julia. Finally, his eys rest upon a lady standing at the corner of the terminal clad in a pink shirt, holding a dark green jacket . She was busy texting, attempting to preoccupy herself with something to distract her nerves. He went up to her and greeted her. Silence followed after she returned his greeting. A comfortable silence. There are times when one can distinguish a soothing or awkward silence. Both of them ease their nerves in that comfort and basked in the sheer proximity of their company.

They then headed to the escalator. On the way up, he looked at her and the next thing they know, both of them burst into laughter. While walking, he had noticed that they walk so close to each other that only a tiny space seperates both of their shoulders. It never seems akward. Soon, the silence was broken with jokes, laughter, stories and voices. Voices that blends into music in his head.

They soon dined in an Italian restraunt. She ordered Fish n Chip while he ordered Lamb Chop. Two people with different taste. Their taste never seems to be the same. Even up till today. They talk and make fun of each other. They talk about almost anything that you could think of. Yes, almost anything. If theres a passer by walking passed, they sure thought that they were couple. Happy young couple enjoying themselves.

Everything that begins had to end, just like thier outing. It had to end. He send her to the bus terminal. How lovely. However, he never does it now. He always take it easy thinking that it would just fine. On his way home, he was smiling. He was dead happy. he just kept smiling. Not even a single thing can dampned his mood. He felt like calling Danny straight away to tell him what had happened.


Weeks later, the holidays ended. Just as they thought that all good things had to come to an end. They was wrong. So wrong. They still kept in touch with each other though they are seperated by distance. It takes a fourty-five minutes bus journey for him to meet her. It didnt seems like it was going to end. Infact, it seems like its getting stronger. Every day that passed is like more glue added to both sides of paper that sticks with each other.

It was a tuesday that he realised that he's inlove with Julia. He never felt these feeling for so long. He never thought he would. Infact if even if he ever did, it wasnt this strong. This was by far the strongest. He had told alomost every single one of his friend about this feeling. Everyone in his office knows that he's in love with Julia but they were cluless on who Julia really was. However, one thing for sure, they know that Julia is a sweet lady. Most of his friend told him that its high time that he told Julia about it though he didnt thought so.

However he was unsure if she has the exact same feeling. He's afraid that their 5 months friendship might be broken because of the fact that he told her that he loves her. That was his fear. They always say that every brave soldier have an inner fear. At that point of time, that was the inner fear that Nicholas is most afraid of ;losing Julia.

On the other side of the story, Nicholas wasnt aware that Julia did have a feeling for him. Julia friend's too, know many things about Nicholas though they didnt saw him before. It was a thurday evening that Nicholas decided to go for a walk to remember with Julia. Julia friend, Trisha had told her maybe he would tell her his feeling on that day and maybe he would ask her for .........( i try not to use that word because its disgusting). She hoped that didnt happened/ It all started out good. Nicholas ordered Fish burger at Uncle Sam Cafe while Julia ordered cup corn. They decided to sit at the jetty near Nemach Lakeside. The wind was lovely as it blow from the east to west. the sea breeze was pefect. Without reliasing, Nicholas arm was already around Julia shoulder. Julia was shocked though she didnt show any sign of her 'shockness'.

Soon the night falls. he was lying at her thigh. He enjoyed that moment but wasnt sure if she enjoyed that moment. At that point of time, he thought the feeling was mutual but wasnt really very sure. As they were walking through a tunnel, he whisper something to her but refuse to say it again when she asked him to say it again. She then pinned him to the side of the wall, forcing him to tell her. It was indeed a funny sight. Two grown up behaving like some seven year old kid. Like Trisha had told Julia, he eventually told her that he like her. He's face was so red then. He was blushing. At the other side, she was laughing because she never expect him to say that. She thought he was saying something about her asset but it turned out that she was so wrong. So wrong she was.

He had expect to hear some reply from her but she didnt say a single thing about that sentence he just said. She begun to talk about everything except about what just happened. He thought it was going to be over. A five month relationship is gonna be over! How could that be!

That night, when he went home, he was frowning most of the time. He was despair. He is like a man that had lost almost everything because Julia was almost everything to him (lame). What a waste he told himself. He shouldnt follow what his friend had advice him to do, which was to tell her what he feels.

Love, like rain, can nourish from above, drenching couples with a soaking joy. But sometimes, under the angry heat of life, love dries on the surface and must nourish from felow, tending its roots, keeping it alive. Yes, Nicholas should keep it alive. He didnt want it to end. What a tragic ending it would be.

One March evening, the found themselves walking by the ocean, eating chicken nuggets, their bare feet sinking in the wet sand. They looked around and they realized that they were the youngest people on the beach. That was the most perfect outing they had by far. Julia said something about the bikini bathing suits the old women were wearing and how she would never have the nerve to wear such a thing. Nicholas said that the older women was lucky, because if she did the men would not look at anyone else. Both of them then burst into laughter. The night soon grew older. Both of them need to get home before eleven.

While walking past row of terraces Nicholas kiddingly said that Julia likes every single thing of him. But to his delight, it wasnt a joke anymore. Julia finally told him that she like him. Deep down, Nicholas was screaming for joy but didnt show any reaction. He wants to play it cool. Too cool to be true. TO BE CONTINUED....











Relationship could bond both man and woman like a magnet, but like a magnt, it could repel them, too.

dont give comments to this story. :)

cheer up broken heart.

1987

one for the kids

it been donkies since i talk about ncc. haha. anyway, we're not specialists anymore and thats official though we had not step down and our passing out parade is about in a month time. haha. anyway, the part c had completed thier spec course and i must say they did pretty well maybe because no one expect them to do that well. well, i did! haha. but, lets remember that awards dont mean anything after the course as it only reflect about your performance in the 4 day course itself. uhuh. HUMBLE- and im sure you will earn the respect of your fellow cadets.

anyway, our passing our parade would be one the 21st of JULY. and i heard it would be grand. haha. like finally. on a lighter note, i think that would ne the saddest day of our ncc life la. haha. not being emmotional or anything but there is that nostalgic feeling.

GOODLUCK part C in times to come. we're proud that u had made this far and do lead the unit well. cause everything is in your had now. :p

we were SPECIALISTs

the naked chef

HELLO. when i was five, my grandmom( my mom side and my favourite one ) was still running her stall located somewhere in the east. and during those days, she used to wake up very early morning maybe its the same now, just to prepare the basic vegetable for later use, like peeling of potatoes, the cutting of chillis and blending them, cooking some major gravy and of course preparing her very own secret thing. hahah. wahh. secret recipe eh. nah. but you know, every individual who cooks well have her/his own style and thing. haha.

during that time, my mom was still working at the jewellery store. so every morning, she would send me and my lilttle sister to my grandmom house which is only like 2 blocks away but seperated by an open carpark. so mathemathically, the distance between our house would be around 150m or so? yep. and since we reached her house like 6.30 and those days PAP school start at 7.30 or 45, we got alot of time. and since the food that were given there(in the PAP) was very chinese, i hate them. not because im being racist infact im not la. haha. Its just something that you are not use to. so yep. we usually have breakfast at the grandmom. being five, i am able to peer over the kitchen worktop, (where my grandmother and her friends does her work), i remember being fascinated by what went on the kitchen. It just seem like a cool place. everyone working together to make this lovely and delicious stuff while having a good laugh doing it.

i guess my grandmom got sick of hearing me whinning all the time cause im bored, so when im 5 year plus, she let me peel the potato and that kind of thing. by the time the year end, i was already a junior expert. hahaha! i can peel potato without wasting so many flesh.( you know usually when you peel a-cookless potato, you tend to cut alot of flesh too) so yep. oh i remember the times where i got cut. bloody occasion. and i go to school with just a plaster but it got so many attention from my friends whom think that wearing a plaster was cool at that time. ahhh. those were the days. too much cartoon. Amazingly, though i like playing with LEGO tht time, i still find the kitchen is the place to be. till now, alot of boys thought cooking was a girly thing but i didnt really care. ITS COOL.

even TILL today, i like to cook. hahah. it just wonderful thing to do. i still remember , my obs days, my watch was clueless when my instructor ask anyone to volunteer as the cooking ic. but like you had guess. i raised up my hand. haha. everyone was shock la cause they only know me as the guy from bowen and have soccer and ncc as his cca. ( 1st day what. so that was all they know) haha. so, throughout the days, i plann what to eat for dinner and what snack to bring. hahaha. you know what, given the supply of food, most watch would cook the normal stuff. but well, our watch, we even have fruit sallad( mixing raisin, cut oranges, cut prunes and orange juice) . noodle pasta( boiling the noodle dat is given, drying them and throwing away the msg. then mixed with them minestrone thick soup(cambell one, which was given). and lots of basic stuff that is change here and there. WOAAHH. "dont actt arh zaki" "jangan stepp" hahah. and you know what. hahahaha. you know, the last day, everyone need to write a letter to thank anyone on his/her good deeds and read it aloud. haha. anddd all thank me fer the DELICIOUS food. hahahahah. perasan eh but true OKAY.

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. zaki. haha.

well, yeap. sometimes when you like something that you are doing you SHOULD do it often. haha. now should is not a bad 6 letter word. haha! the strange thing is, between all m y siblings( which consist of 2 silly girls) im the best in cooking OKAY. haahah. my god. i didnt know thats something to brag. haha! gay you may say but its not, okay! just look at jamie oliver! i love his shows to the bits la. go watch his FIFTEEN shows, feed us better and all those project shows of his. real cool. and he goes around with his RED scooter to buy his ingridients. haha. talking about VINTAGE or maybe the matt version; OLD SCHOOL.

anyway, heres some pictures for yesterday DINNER with fifa jy and june. THANK YOU FIFA MOTHER. haha. we really enjoy ourseleves.

goodbye my lover. goodbye my friends. hello textbooks.

dear zaki,
the midyear is coming and i'm really sorry but i need to tell you that you need to start STUDYING cause if you dont, all that talks, target setting posters in your room, planning, startergies would just be what they are today; things that will go unnoticed. lets start and lets make a mark . we all dont live to be an average person. dont we?

LOVE
zaku (whatever)








IT TOOK ME A SECOND. HOW LONG DID YOU TAKE?

take heart, sweetheart, or i will take it away from you.

" remember me", she said, smiling. "Write my name somewhere safe", she continued.



hello friends. im currently chewing the tounge painter gum that can make your tounge turns completely BLUE and thinking what to type next. it had been a long time since im online and sitting in front of the computer and thinking what should i write about. sometimes, i do wonder why i actually bother to fill in this space when i could just spend the amount of time that is wasted on thinking what to type next, to actually 'make out' with the textbooks and all. nah. juuust not my type. haha. we all know zakiii, dont we?

i was looking at every corner of the science homeroom during chem extra lesson today, when this particular poster caught my attention. it states :- Dont take for granted the things closest to your heart: cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. personally, i think that this statement isnt just another statement. haha. its not one of those which will acttually make you think and think and think and still cannot find the meaning but its a statement that will make you feel guilty upon reading.

all the flashback and all. oh well, lets not spoil this good day with all these guilty feelings. it had been years, since i visit the court right after class and SWEAT so much that i looked like i've taken a bathe with my uniform on. disgusting it may sound but PURE EXCITEMENT it was. copying every tricks from tv and mixed it with style of our own. the melayu way and the chinese boys way. the game had certaintly gelled everyone. yep. ahh yes, and the waitting of our uniform to dry while drinking the one dollar 'ice mountain' and 'green tea' from that uncle shop. andd then, come the teasing of every embaressing moment. "ehh. that move was like rooonaldo. wait havent finish. ronaldo left toe." haha. wth.

everyday should be like that.

so this is how it goes. well i, i would never had known. But, if it ends today, i'll still say tht you shine brighter than anyone. if you run away now, will you come back around?

the nuggets break!

*PS. credits go to FIFA for being able to stay hot 24/7 and still have time to help zaki upload his pictures =)

cheerios

























the chinese call it "yuan fen". the malays call it takdir. what do you call it?

HES a teacher

HELLLO to one and all. guess what, im back from the adc. i wouldnt say its a nice camp. haha. it was pretty stupid. oh well, like the rsm said, the takeaway is, extending our drills knowledge and broadening our contacts. after going through this camp, i've realised dat in this world, theres so manny different type of people. different ppl with different characters and attitude and i must say, i didnt really like some ppl there. haha. i sound like a bitch, bitching about ppl. yep

in this world, there would be 3 types of person. one, are those who make things happend, two are those who wait for things to be done, three are those who just talk but dont do anything. hahahah. yep. so which one are you?

however i must say that the GP(graduation parade) was good. okay. enough about camps cause they cant really get you anywhere. hahah. last but not least, thank you alpha 1, central ppl, all the clts whom had taught me a lesson or two and those bowenians who came for the gp( namely PART D and cheeyong). hahah. oh so touchy eh.

im sick and i gt nothing much to say.. haha. I GOT THINGS TO SAY BUT IM LAZY. haha. till next time then.

looking around us, ppl everywhere, children having fun, while we are holding gun.

NOT THE ENTRY I PROMISE

March holidays is coming and i guess not everyone is looking forward to it.nah. certaintly not. For the record, im having a hard time thinking on the things to do this holidays! haha. not like i want to do all these things but i need to make a decission. a very important one indeed. hmmm. go for supernumery camp in the hq and miss all the chemistry,malay and physics classes or go for the later and give supernumery a miss?

haha. if you ask me which one is more important, i would say all the classes! duh. but should i like take a break or something? i still need to complete my art before i could start on the canvas after the holidays. but when i think again, i remember saying that my COMMITMENT in ncc dont just end after ssc and all those things that i didnt really mean. haha. sometimes,it takes a thought to make a word. and it takes some word to make an action. and it takes some action to make it works.there is no end to what im saying. sucha parody. oh well.

okay. i'll end by saying, BELIEVE. really. 8 months ago it was crisis. now its at a stable rate.

world of artistic bitches and picasso wanna-be

HELLLO datethispage readers. i know it had beeen years since i last update.haha. so what took me so long? the fact is, my com had just died ages ago so yep. but its not like its a big thing because we dont have a mr s rajaratnam farewell for my lovely computer who have served me for like 3-4 years?. haha. stupid. so hows life?

life has not been cheesecakes, roses, willywoka candies and all the sweet thing for me.really. but im very sure soon it will be!i've not touched the computer for like ages and im like in a internet cafe! haha.pathethic aye. but oh well.

im lazy to update but catch this page in a few days time where there would be pictures OF ALL the stupid time i had during my sec THREES years.next time then.

2 fans in a club

good evening people around the world. right. today had been a GOOD day compare with the days i had this past few weeks. we had this last min planning. haha. in the end it was an outing with SAIFUL-the-matt-with-checkered-vans, issac the MUNGENT-matt(totally), jy-who just broke up(!!!!!!), crislynn- who play hide and seek with mark in cine, pearlyn-bouncy pyrexia fella, fifa-the-photo-crazy-girl and cailing-the heartbroken soul. like i say i would publicize all the sins you ppl make!

anyway, since its going to be the month of overpriced roses and exoebitant set dinners, the lovey doveys letters and all the stupid things that the love crazy cratures(man) does to the ONE he love and after listening to cailing painful experieces, i decide to talk about LOVE. hahaha. how stupid can this whole thing be.

falling in love is easy. and the beautiful flowers, gifts of love and a warm body to snuggle up and make passionate love ti just sweeten the deal.ewww. yes, its great to be in love( right), but beyond the bouquets, expensive chocolates and romantic dinners, staying in love is no wlk in the park. or so i think.

if you ever had your heart broken, you'd know it takes dertimination,alot of hard work and the strength of all convinced for two people to stay together.

love MAY be many a splendour thing but to really know what love is, maybe we need to find out what it's not. that way, we manage each other expectation with less dissappointment.

well i got the below from an e-mail. go read.i would say some are rather true maybe not all.

LOVE is not
-just wanting the same thing. taking the same route there is equally important, if not more
-giving in blindly. losing yourself will definately take toll on youir realationship.
-holding on to whats not yours. give it back.
-forever. accept that. people change, feelings change,
-making empthy promises to pacify the loved ones
-divisable. you gotta multiply it.
-me! me! me! its US
-asuuming you know everything
-pleasing the loved one once in a blue moon
-keeping quiet either. communication is the key. talk

well, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR .

LOVE is a fanclub. where theres only 2 fans.

please dont break her heart

hello datethispage readers.

how has it been going? This week had been eventful throughout that i spent less then an hour being in front of the com. its pretty hectic when you gt 4 plates of ART to complete when you have lost your file, have soccer training 3hrs, 2 times a week, have ncc on the FRIDAY, have to cover chapters that seems alien to you and maybe because you had your birthday to celebrate. before i forget, thanks to all fer all you kinky and sweet presents. i really enjoy getting older. somehow, it make me feel that i've grown up and hopefully i'll become an adult one day.

i cant imagine what lies ahead in maybe 7 months time? or maybe 6? well, i think i could. haha. it will be more hectic. people mugging like some crazy person till the wee hours of the morning. less tv. being less healthy and all those things you could imagine. sometimes we tend to say that we will not be one of those above person but eventually we will. i try not to think of those time but i cant stop my mind from thinking about it. really. all of us are motivated to do great things fer only a couple of days and soon that feeling will die. this is just human nature and we cant deny. we cant keep any flame from burning throughout our life. sometime , the flame will go off and sometimes you need to burn it again by yourself but sometimes you just need a special someone to burn it for you. INSPIRATION IS ALL IT TAKES.

well. for the time being i have A COPYRIGHT timetable thanks to a stranger. haha. and i try to follow it as closely as possible and hopefully whatever i wannt will be achive.

what are you dreams?
tell me.

pushing the envelope

You draw a straight line, and its not quite right, but it still helps you see things clearer than a blank sheet of paper would"
20/1/2006








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so far, so good

if you leave

helloo people! i know it been years since i was here. but the thing is, I WAS BUSY. haha. infact, i was real busy.

cca open house was last week and i must say that PART C is being a part C. finally. well i got only 3 words to describe my part, " getting better everyday". really. if only you wise people could see the before and after effect. 4 months ago, i was taking a part which didnt bother to come for ncc and for the record i have only 8 cadets on the last training of 2005. a parrt which really didnt bond. no glues. a part that is only showing their ego and stuborness. a part that didnt really care whats lies ahead of them.

however, theres this different feeling whenever im standing infront of my part while im talking to them or even taking them for drills now. i see 24 cadets willing to change not themselve but change PART C 2006 itself. 24 cadets whom promise me to come for ncc training each week. 24 cadets who SWEAT together, suffer together, lose together and WIN together. haha. well im not exeggerating but its true alright. and they had change so much not because of their pc and apc but because THEY wanted to. really!

BUT all good things shall continue. yep.

"lets stop crying and start sweating. stop talking and start walking. walking together with a common faith cause WE CANNOT FAIL."
a pharase from the movie MIRACLE

i wouldnt say PART C is the best. nahh. and i wouldnt say they would be the best. nah. but the most amazing things happened without being the best. somehow, i find it really true.

" tough time dont last tough men does"

PART C 2006.
ONE PART. ONE SOUND.

bang!

42 milo dinasaur please

The year has come to an end, and while the people out there are making ma mad dash to complete their holiday homework, i am like writting about my class in my page. yep. a class of 42 different people. 42 different characters. 42 different speciality. 42 in one class and thats MILO DINASAUR. haha. or so we like to be called.

well, its not a class where everyone is oh-so-close but its more like a class where everyone learning to be together. hahaha. maybe we are all not meant to be. seems that way at first, but i guess through all this month that had passed, we had bonded. or so we choose to think.haha. we had la. dats a hundred percent okay! but the bond is not to the extent that we will all gang together and busted some teachers. ahaha. NOT. haha. dont have that united perception. but we a nice bunch of kids.

well, the funny thing is, during recess, you could see everyone break up to join other class. its common but never once were we all together gather. but yep. i love my class. anyway, a few weeks back, we have this class "party". haha. well. very funny i tell you. everything was last min and soo unplanned BUT it turn out well. being a 'moniter' haha. i need to call everyone telling them where the bbq pit is and stupid stuff like that. i couldnt inform them a week earlier cause i only book the pit 1 day before that thing. haha! hahaa! myyy. then, i get everybody to spread the msg. hahaha! total chaos. okay, the grocery shopping next. it was random. hahahahah. just bought what we need. wait its not WE who bought. its just JENIFER all by herself. hahaahhaha. dats how unplanned it is.

on the very day itself, my esp tell me that the food wont be enough. so bough some potatoes and stuff and quickly went to danial house to bake a sheperd pie. hahahaha. luckily there was a maid there to help in the mashing up of those potatoes. hahaah. yep. called jennifer and her mom pick me up. hahaha. well, the they were around 28 or so who attend. not bad la considering its US. hahahahah. well, i cant remeber wad we did but there were a LIVE sea wrestling between junxi and glen i think? ahahah. well, dats milo dinasour. haha.

anyway, look at the pictures. hahah. mostly its the MASS SUICIDE picyutres. haha. the usual 8. ahahaha. dat shows alot about the class. hahaha. have fun rushing though the hw people.

the adventure of PANADOL boy

hello datethispage readers. the past few days was total madness. anyway, it had been so long since the 3 of us last went out together? haha. after all the canceling and changing of plans we finally met to JUST talk talk talk. and you cant stop us of course. oh well, I WAS SICK that day. and i guess if theres something to talk about here would be how we manage to get the SICK boy a box of panadol . not exactly. PARACETAMOL, being more accurate.

so, after so much of talking about hows our life had been and what had we been doing for the this holiday and catching up and stuff at the esplanade(bonding session you see), we all finally decided to get the sick boy( ehem, me) a box of panadol. sometimes, when a mama shop is all you need, you can hardly find them. when you dont need them, they are everywhere. but when you dont, it seems like only shops like cheers, 7 eleven, watsons exist. so with ten dollar already wasted on some ARTISTIC bitch, i was like almost money-less. so a box of $3.70 panadol wont be a good idea cause all i need was TWO tablet. yep. so we were at suntec searching fer places where you can just buy one tab. but the watson didnt sell one tab you see. even the store at the koil garden didnt. haha. so what do we do? hahahahahahahahahaha. this fifa and jy went on asking sales girl of mcfield and mothercare if they have ajust 2 tablets. !! hahaha. my god. talking about embaressment.out of so many people to approch, they ask this people. haha. though those autie tried to help us, they just couldnt. but belive me they was super helpful cause i look half dead already. haha. they asked us why didnt we just buy one box of panado and we was like, "we got no money mam". they are making so much hoo-hah about getting just 2 panadol. hahhahaahahah. we was thinking that if i action faint in the middle of the basement floor, everyone will be looking while they will shout "anyone with panadol, pls do help this boy here" hahahah. desperate.. but of course we didnt. who will? hahaha. well, we went to guardian, and the sales girl offered us a much cheaper home brand panadol which is PARACETAMOL. which cost 1.50. hahaha. well, after taking 2 pill, i feel so much better. the magic of drug. hahaha.

oh well, soo much to say but so little time i guess? haha. see you ppl later. PARACETAMOL. thank you for treating the sick boy :)

lets go banana!

ATTACK OF THE BANANA 2!
staring:- zaki
co staring:- banana?

i was inddeed bored playing with bananas. but you know what? banana is my favourite fruit! haha. its so nice to pluck a banana just before you go for a traiining and stuff. banana gives alot of energy. so before any race pls DO eat one. it really help. believe me people. i still remember those cross country days, i'll always bring a banana and put in my bag.a and you know how dirty my bag is? always full of consent forms that never ever get into the hands of my parrent. haha. unhygenic but so what. i still eat them and it do no harm.


banana is cheap. 1.50 and you can have like 5 of them? and its like supper delicious i tell you. but the only thing is, they turn brown so fast. when youre buying banana pls choose the rather green ones. cos just wait fer a day and TADA! a yellow banana. haha. really. tips from the banana guru eh. ohh well. the other day, my dad and my was at the living rroom and this is what happened. ahahahah

dad:- ehh. you see. you put the banana on the tables. now theres soo manny ants. tsk tsk. (plucking one banana)

mom:- what to do. thats the most sensible thing to do.

dad:- go and hang it somewhere la. nvm. i make fer you.

mom:- yarh right. you always said but you never do it. haha. i know!

dad:- what?

mom: the next time i will hang it behind the door of ur room. the place where u hang ur clothes. ahahah. so it would be sooo easy fer you.

dad:- might as well hang around my neck! hahahahahahahah

2 of us:- hahahahahaha rolling on the floor. banana in the room!

christmas lights in different shades of red

the 12.01 work

oh hello people! haha. ssc is over! ill talk about that in my next post. too much of ncc can get me sick somehow. talking about sickness i was like REAL sick the other day. temperature were running high, knees went weak, head went heay and giddy and all those feelings that make sick people sick? haha. something like that. ohhh. 3 weeks ago, this kenneth called me, asking me fer help. haha! hes sixteen anyway, and hes having is O LEVEL ART examnation the next day! haha.

knowing him, it wasnt a real surprised. hes the last minute type of guy and who-give-a-shit fella. haha. " zaki, can come down my place and bring some colouring maaterial now?" . so there i was. if i were him, i would panicked real hard and the last thing i want was a company! BUT hes so different, not only he invite me over , we do the preparation work in the club house! HAHA. with a small table to work on, loads of people passing by and the sights of ppl in their swiming suit can rather be and uphill task. it was hell i tell you. he was given this theme on suspension. he need to do 4 composition but he only finish one! oh my,

actually we thought of cheating, which in this case, use my work on some nude body because somehow he relate nudity as suspension in his research. BUT our attempt to get in the school to get that piece FAIL. tight security you see. but nevermind. he was drawing aimlessly whenn out of a sudden, we sudeenly think of abtract art! haha. due to the time, which was around 4 at that time, we change our plan to do abtract art! not only its a fast, its a good gamble. i mean, if he was lucky, the marker love that abtract piece than he would surely get HIGH. but if that marker find no meaning .. then too bad kenneth. haha..

so, with so many hands on the drawing paper it was PURE abtract i guess. we just splash, some paint here and there, close our eyes to give some mark and the magic word was........ yes, you guessed it : SUSPENSION. hahaa. we even take turns to touch up. haha. pathethic it was. all in all, it was a good gamble. the next day, at the exam hall, miss wong said it was A VERY good gamble. haha. but hiss fate would lie on the marker hand. yess.

sometime, art is just like that. pure madness. OKAY. time out.
GOOD NIGHT WORLD.

band of brothers

okay. it been years since i last update. sorry people. very busy indeed. haha. i just came back from the anual-oh-so-slack camp. haha. it was pretty stupid. really. well, woke up very early to return the pacestick without chan knowing.

after that, we allocate the part a n b into the various platoon. alpha bravo charlie and i'm in charge of charlie. haha! didnt really do much cause i was pretty bussy with the ssc preparation. brush up our command with them as our dummy and then we leave them to the very responsible PTI for the pt. haha. while other specs sneak some prata and soyabean milk for our breakfast. haha. talking about the benefits of being specialist. but no big deal really

well, the PTI preapare a 5 course pt meal. haha. i supposed most of them were very very tired and exhausted after that. lunch came from the catterer. not so bad eh.

after that they have their IFC which is rather slack. but i guess they do have FUN . while we played with the trolly. haha. tour around the school. veryy funny. you know what, psle is over and manny kanchiong parrents and their child came to our sch to ask about what we have and stuff. haha. we actually answer too their silly qns and telling them how lucky we are to be in BOWEN. haha. right. but their qns are really stupid. like do your sch have ah bengs? hahaha. some old auties a rather hot la considering they are moms. hahaha.

after that, we form the OOC platton telling them they will be kick out of ncc and stuff. which is a lie. the part a get very very nervous. some almost cried . aahha. after much scolding and mental tortured, we send them back to get their cooking stuffs. cos we having field cooking. while the cadet ate disgusting maggie mee, the cold baked beans, the disgusting curry, we ate the buffet with the badminton ppl. haha.

after that, had pictures presentation and all the skit acting. charlie did some boxing skit. haha.
yess. bathing was rather fun? hahahaha. not so much of details eh. anndd after that the specs play basketball at like 11.45 pm? hahaha. crazyy ppl. however some left after a nighbour shouted " OIIIIIIIIIIIIIII" . YES. we also went to the dnt block with the badminton girls. haha. dey say it was haunted but we saw NOTHING. butt manyy was like shiverring already. reall dark. you know that stairs. the funny thing is the girls toiler door are open. hahah. after all that deciding of the pb, we all manage to get some sleep. very cold i tell you. i slleep at the bench outside but decided to sleep on the techers table after finding it so cold.

morning maddness. chan found out he left the kaya n butter somwhere but luckily we have baked beans and bread and the cereal drink. haha. headed to SDBA for the dragon boat. haha. not so fun ehh. alright. headed back to sch have some ceromny and had buffet lunch.

yes. thats about all. nothing much. okay. ssc comiNG. here we come.
"tough times dont last, tough man does"
good luck boys.

ingriedient, chemistry which just makes you 'click'

From stranger, to acquaintenance, to friends. but somehow only the rare few become your very best of pals. so how do best friend actually come together?

your best buddy, partner in crime, right arm... you know that special someone who has always been there to share your best moments or support you when you were down. so what actually make a best friend a best friend? haha. its simple : a best friend actually understands you and gets you in a way no once else can. maybe you become best friends when you were in Primary One when a teacher forced both of you to sit together for fighting over the last red crayon. or maybe your best friend starteds of as a stanger who lent you a pen when you forget to bring your pencil case to the exam hall or you two had been sch bus partner since primary 4! no matter how it happened, or how long you know each other, you can always depend on him or her fer laughs when youre in good mood, or for comforting words on days when it feels like the world is mocking you. your best friend is someone you can laugh with. and sometimes, its fun to to have a giggle over the insignificant things in life. say, the guy opp you in the train didnt zip his pants. haha

it's having your best friend by your side to savour the humour in these small incidents or to share dumb inside jokes that create strong bonds and makes hanging out with each other such a BLAST! somehow, you can be in the coolest place in the world but if youre alone, it would'nt be cool anymore. and when you have goo news? nothing makes the discovery of that 85 on your amaths paper sweeter than having someone to share with or even to daydream with your bestfriends about the ONE and imagine all those what IFs stuff.

and of course, life isnt always peaches, HUNNEY, vanilla icecream and other sweet delight for that matter.when things turn sour and tough time make life seem impossible to 'go' through, you always know that you can turn to your bestfriend. wheather you are mourning the loss of a pet!(stupid) or mending yourself after a ungly break up its a wonderful feeling to know that you have someone by your side providing the comfort you oh so desperately need? something like that. someone who can listen, let you cry? haha. give you a hug and find a way to make things better. eventually everything would be OKAY.

oh well. at the end of the day a good friendship is more than just having a good friend. well, i guess friendship is having someone to depend on when you need to at the same time being independent enough not to rely on him or her fer happiness. its about looking at their interest and of cos being considerate to their feelings. haha.

and most importantly a good friendship is impossible without that extra mystery ingriedient, that chemistry, which just makes you click and know that although friendships requires work to stay strong, the best friendship are just meant to be!


"many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints on your heart"
eleanor roosevelt

my people my home - a must read entry

dear friends,

Sometimes, i wonder what people spend their whole life for. A few months ago, i touched down
in chiang rai for a project. a project that would benefit those kids there. these kids are either parrentless or they do have a parrent but their parrent end up in jail so heres a home where their child stays. a home that unite them with strangers, a home that serve their education needs, a home that could shower the LOVE they are missing and most importantly a home where they could chase their dreams; their half shattered childhood dreams. i was talking to this 16 year old boy and he told me one day he'll be a thai boxer. a famous one indeed. they dream BIG and dey work real hard. unlike people like us here.

this trip was an eye opener and it definately had change they way of our life. eating every bit of rice and finishing evrything served on the plate had suddenly become a way of my life. whenever a friend didnt finished their food i will be the zakii who goes with the famous quote ' ppl in thailand have no food'. and so far it helps. sometime dey will play around with this quotes. but how long can the effect of trips, camps, stays like this last? a few days? months? years? i dont think so.

when i was young, all i wanted to be was a smartly dressed pilot in his uniforms flying evry inch of the globe. on my 14th birthday, i wished for so many thinngs like .... haha. but not all come true.

since then, i THINK i've been looking for something or someone whom i dont know. is it a feeling, a person or an achievement? it does not make sense, but when youre standing at the middle of the pavement outside a shopping mall and even though you got places to go and people to meet, all you want to do is just seat down in the bench outside paragon where the ice cream man is, and watch the world go by. the people and their thing. and thats when you know you're looking. and its pretty scary when you've got no idea of what youre looking for. and you start to doubt its existance and what IF you never find it? or maybe you had it but lose it somehow, and you dont know what it is. i've lost so many things in my life but which one?

i've been taught to live my life the way most people do. study, get a job, get married, have kids and all that jazz. somehow, it feels save going down this route, but it makes me wonder if people really want to do that. or do they go through this routine of life because they think they S.H.O.U.L.D ? i should get married eventually, i should have some kids cause a family wont be complete without one. what is a family without kids? romance. s.h.o.u.l.d is a bad 6 letter word. really.

helllo i'm zaki



yes. i know. i'm the zaki with the number 3



okay. i know i soundd quite emotional in this entry. haha. not the usual me. this emo mood was due to talking with fifa and jiayu fer 2 hours or so on the fone. about all thosse 6 months ago stuff.haha. well., write your thoughts.

so long, good night world.

yours sincerely.
zaki with the number 3
why 3?

MUST I DO THIS STUPID THING?

okay ppl. i decided to write this supid post because i've been tagged by edwina.its a very stupid thing where ppl whom had been tagged need to write 5 weird details about them? see! how stupid.but i decided to write about it CAUSE its not like veryday you see zaki blog about stupid stuff right? haha. so this is a BONUS people.

theres so manny weird fact about me but you only want to know 5? haha. fine. five then. no more bargain.

1. i like water and i always take a shower when i'm bored. haha. i'm not writting this to boast that i'm a clean person infact i'm the other way round but itss TRUE. fer the record, i've showered 6 time in a day before. crazy? sg very hot you see.
2. i think the best thing that could appear in a fridge is MILK. especially BROWNIES milk. as in the brand BROWNIES or something like that? milk is delicious
   
3. okay.( this is funny but dun laugh at me cause this was a thing of the past.) i used to have a thing for girls in braces. hahahahahahahahhahaahha. okayy.
   
4. hp are useless nowadays that i dont really used them nowadays. infact i cant remember my own number. serioussssss
5. i believe in this thing call serendipity! stupid you might think but heyy thats something you wuould like to try. if ppl are meant to be they will. true?
   

okay, i'm sure manny things out there is NEW right? leave a comment if you wanna tell me that you knew that facts before even reading this.

sincerely yours:- daphne LOVES derby!

daphne LOVES derby
on the strength of all convinced

okay. daphne loves derby. what a wonderful band with nice songs. lovey dovey songs. haha. i'm definately in love with them. and if you actually browse the pictures below, you'll realize that theres so manyy pictures of kenny CHOI. haha.why? hes soo hot. i'm not gay but i really like him. this boyish looking fella voice is evenn hotter. but girls, too bad he's attached with this asian looking gf. haha. so much about kenny.

THEY said : they are nice guys who play good music. which is true. they are buch of young clean guys. unlike other band, they are known as clean because they are tatooless? haha. something like dat.their vocalist and guitarist is kenny, back up vocalist and bassist is jason call while stu clay is their drummer. i wouldnt say they are skillfull but what make them interesting is their SONGS. nice lyrics and nicely sang. haha.

they actually called themselves the monikers but chnage to DLD when they found out that there is already a band with that name. i would say that their songs are mostly indie rock. currently there are not oh-so popular but THEY WILL BE. its just a matter of time cause they are very young and schooling.

while many band focus on the extremes like being happy or being SO DEPRESSED, daphne loves derby is different, their songs are all in different mood i would say? cause they believe LIFE is like a rollercoaster and they want their fans to enjoy both sides. hhahhaha! okay theyy lyrics are REAL nice . if any of you, the music fan have not listen to them, better check them out. go download their songs. and wait for their album to release here in sg.

okay, here are some nice songs i reccomend

1. BIRTHDAY GALLERY veryy new and real nice
2. closing down the pattern department old but nice
3. HOPELESS LOVE for ppl who love someone but not so successfull
4. midnight highway!! check out the lyrics, totally 5 star!
5. SUNDAY piano ballads song
6. hammers and heart
7. tennis court soundtrack
8. COME WINTER nice
9. GUERRA ALL INTERNO - VERY VERY NICE!! must download!
   

good music can make you day! go ahead. download.

the poster girl

goood morningg datethispage readers and passerby. just yesterday night, i was talking to this friend of my, she was talking about idols and fanclub and trying to be one. and being nice, i played alongg with her by acttinng like one of those desperate fans just to make her day! haha. oh, that conversation actually inspired me to talk about life off a SUPERSTAR and stuff. thankk you lee O.

okayy. we all know that popularity and fame is a fleeting thing BUT isnt it amazing how a person can be a TOTAL unknow yesterday, and suddenly become someone whom gt fans around every inch of the globe today? so why do some people become famous overnight while others wannnnnted to be famouss fer years yet they are still the fella you know next door. they say, 'from a nobody to a somebody'. so does superstardom come down due to pure coincidence, a luck lucky draw or maybe steeping into the right pair of shoe which could lend you a ticket to stardom? haha. cant be.

justt look at that taufikk fella. he's a complete unknow a yr ago and now? hahaa. from superstardom, people like bradd pitt(edwina BF), c.ronaldo,keira knightley and sharapova are now known as the 'beutiful people'- the rich and sucessfull people of the eastern and western world. and guess wad? as if they dont get enuff airtime ont the TV, we are bombarded with the image of the 'beutiful people' everywhere, from bustop, mrt, buses and even the coffee shops through a media call ADVERTISEMENT.' whant a power shot? get cannon.'- maria sharapova choice. haha.

people, these beutiful people are paid millions fer just a 3min recordings of and advertisement but behaves like some spoilt children when they are interviewed. HAHA. but who cares rightt? its the money folks. a wise teacher of mine said ' the world can survive without entertainment and superstart but CANT survive without fishermen and farmers yet this ppl are paid less"

yess, talking about unfairness. its the CIRCLE OF LIFE. yess. i'm gonna go to thhe beachh right now. soo muchh of that beutiful people whenn you dont realize your reading at one of the 'beutiful people' so called blog. HAHA. KIDDIN.
TAKE CARE beutiful people!

the telenova

a few days ago, i had this sleepover at the usual, lestaluhu family, next block. haha. watch a couple of movie and played winning eleven till the late hours. and like usual, the brothers, danial and haikal knock out so early. he was like talking about random stuff then the next thing i know zzz. well, the above wasnt the reall scenario but a small piece of action of wad this brothers do regulary when i'm not around.
but the 1st picture was candid until i wake them up because i need to tun the lights on cause they wass too dark to bee seen. hahah. but yeah. they are bunchh of funnyy and weird ppl. they have this weird kinship between them really funny larh. danial is 15.while the smaller one but bigger in actual size is only 12. they argue and quarell almost each and everyday. fer instance that day they quarel because danial took haikal shinpad without teelling him.

sometimes after evry fight, haikal will do the childish way of winning, that is, telling their mom who danial had been smsing lately and who danial like! haha. the fuunyy thing is, his mom usuallyy reply, why nvr bring her home? ahahahahha! like all mothers. sometimes, when danial get soo irritated, he often will ABBUSE haikal. haha. that day, while haikal was caling this girl called NATALIE, funny thing happnd. danial shouted, " natalie, haikal like you because of ur big B!!!!! " HAHAH. funny larh thiss 2 ppl.

BUT WHEN this ppl unite, they'll be this happy going brothers who will go evryway to irritate thier enemy :- sister widya. hahahaha.

okay. later

readers digest for those who talks

reader's digest! pathethic i know but RD could be a-piece-of-something-interesting to read especially when your bored. dead bored. i've always neglected this small piece of book as i usually used it to pass those reading periods in school. flipping through, some good pictures and interesting jokes. BUT if you read, you'll find it really nice. yarh. theres so manyy well writen article, stories and discussion there. sound geeky but it could be addictive!

small in size but BIG in content. yarh. definately. i was reading it a few days ago and i came across this piece of INTERESTING article which stated :-do men care about their appearance as much as woman do? haha. this one really got me off my chair . hair gel, designer shampoo, WAXING appointment and facial treatment. Once upon a time, these stuff are only realted to woman but nowadays, its seems like the men are having them too. they spend more time and moneyy to make them look and feel good! "METROOSEXUAL is sexyy"? haha. maybe. but history has made it that man are noot as hygenic as woman. so should man stay that way and be dirty?


i supposed its okay fer a man to be well groomed in terms of being neat in dressing and having a good haircut. haha. but nowadays man had gone to the extreme like over-use of jewelry and stuff. but i guess its okayy. BLING bling. being vain is in the man blood. ppl say being neat is way better that being sloppy. haha.as i was reading the article theres this woman who comment "shave, shower brush your teeth. YOU will feel good" haha.haha. well, many that i know seem to take pride in themselves than some of the woman. these ppl which came from different walks of life care about how they look and how they are viewed. soo yarh. hahaha.its a big thing afterall.


oh wells. i'm pretty tired of typing already. anything to say? JUST TALK. we
love talking didnt we? :D

i've not been here for donkies. and sorry i've not been updating. my sister was involved in a actcident i consider most tragic which involved a cup of hot milo and our keyboard which is currently out of use already. haha.
nvm. i'm back with an even newer keyboard which i'm still trying to get used to.but i'm doing fine and i shall update an entry. testing 123:- asdjksd. crunchy buttons. but veryy noisy. oh well. anyway there really isnt anything much to do right now.sitting and staring at my com. msn messanger keeps popping out whenver any kids come online. i stare ath thier nicks and amazed at some. laugh at some.some are really funny. some are pretty morbid. some are really sweeet and touching. and some are dead funny. hillarious. i'll give you the most hillarious one:- eVen iF yOu weRe 2 becuM fAt, I wiLL sTill Lyks yOu Wor~~~. haha. but somehow even nicknames can make anyone day aye.its funny how some people can contruct real cool nicks. haha. some even put their emotion in it like:- HOW CAN YOU DUMB ME LIKE THAT. in their personal message. brave ppl to pubished stuff like that. haha! bbut you can even see insprationals quote as their nicks. yeah. some are just plain simple.have to admit that i'm not so creative to publish such nick cause i changed my nick on regular basis and it depends on whichever pharase i just saw or anything that came out of my mind at that time larh.

oryte. i'm off fer movie. later

it had been a high time since i talk! haha. 3 papers to go . oh wells.



the below entry is not meant to hurt,make fun, or doing anything mean to anyone. haha. so yarh. no offence aye.

on friday after e papers, i was ask to stayed back fer this maths test that i had delayed, delayed and delayed many times. like 2 weeks? haha. so went to maths homeroom. when i completed the 3rd qns, mr yeo asked me to give up and play. soo silly zakii really feel like playing cos he cant stand looking at the boys playing soccer in the field. the homeroom window was directly above the field. soo yep. after tryingg... tryyyiinggg. struglllling and struglle i decided to stop cause the marks wont mean a thing. furthermore, i cant doo anything at that time. i havent been revising. so i decided to leave. but this sense of guilty of just leaving the test with 3 qns undone made me want to write a small letter to mr goy at the back of paper. POLITENESS you see. okayy. soo this is what i wrote:-



Dear mr goy,

i'm really sorry but i cant complete the test. i can actually completer the test by just copying this anwer sheet but i choose not to. honesty . soo yarh. i would really studyy very hard for the EOY and hopefully i would deliver. i really gtg cause i'm running late. thank you for your cooperation.
zaki



haha. i dont know what he would say but lets just hope fer the best. hahaah. after dat, i decided to kick a lil and ciao. its 6 plus then. soo dat wass indeed a freeky friday.

i'm sorry. but i'll promise. nvm.
let the hand do the talking.

Havent been studying yet? haha. chill. theres still tommorow. FORGET the sorrow and you could still be on the last tain home.

exams are one BIG contradiction. it could lend you a GOOD report card and on the other hand, it could make child like you and me TRAMAUTISED. right spelling? yes. maths make many child fear of number. even tel. number.

on a sensible note, either be the best or be the worst. BELIEVE ME. score with flying colour or FAIL with style. yeahh. you my man.

oh. hello datethispage readers, or passerby or even those who got here to take a break after hours of intense mugging! i know it had been years since i last update! hmph. you know, as i visit random blogs and blogs of people who i know.. i came across something very common which is.. EXAM!EXAM!EXAM. c'mmon ppl, chill. haha. so, being different, lets not talk about exam aye.

anyway, i was talking to my mother the other day and she told me something. and this is what she said, "zaki, everywhere i go, i would see people in their school unifrom with their textbook open eh . at mc, bk , busses and even void decks. this people really hardworking arh" ** okay, that isnt what my mom exactly said cos shes not that hip to say things like mc and stuff but something like that. soo are we really that hardworking? haha. chew that.

lets get back to year 2000-2002 where ppl of my batch was in primary school! ahh. thosee funny and memorable years. those were the times that FASHION would meant , the neatly gelled side parting hair, the oh-so-long socks, BIG bags and our veryy neatly tuck in uniform. haha. imagine those days. well, if you ask me now, i would say that primary school kid nowadays anre getting way cooler! haha. YOU KNOW, the best part of pri sch was the period when the bell rang the loudest. yep, thats right, its RECESS. i still remember the boys would quickly Q fer the usual 80cents Chiken rice with extra chicken and $1 milo in a really large cup. haha. yarhh. and after everybody is done, we would head to the field!

we would play soccer with a tennis ball! 13 people and 1 tennis ball. oh and when the bell rang, we need to line up in 2s in the foyer and those sweaty kids would need to stand in the middle as punishment. anddd that was the time we would be nice to the girls and beg them fer a packet of tissue! haha. even if we were to stand, its not a problem cos we are all THICKSKIN ppl. haha. yep. and you know what? back then i had 4 cca! haha. soccer, sepak takraw, atheletic and mini tennis! hahaha. myyy. hypper active. ohh and if theres something to bragg about pri school wass. hahaa. i was sch scoccer captain, prefect, and yellow hse captain. hahaha. those were the days.

yes. those were the days where face dont mean a thing. haha. naiveness is good you know. yep. YIO CHU KANG.. our veryy ownn.. we are happy boys and girls at school. our days with knowledge bright and full! haha. sch song. okayyy. heres a not before i leave:-

life is one trip ppl. the bad thing is you cant turn back but the good thing is, you dun have to go through it again. smile fellow readers. work smart.

GAYS IN ACTION
who says ncc is all about tough men?

- we missed girls so much that we play "pretend"
- our romance is everywhere, even on roads
- we lick each other nipples
- we love to caryy and touch others butt
- we are addicted to kissing that we do it everyhwere even at public
- licking balls is our forte
- sometime the nerds are attracted to us
- we are ncc cadet by day and gay models by night
- we love sexy old mid 50 ladies
- we love to sweat on each other
- we totally kick ass


[pictures by PART C 2005 CREW]
DONT TRY THIS AT HOME

[ohh the top model poses, all pictures taken by zakiii crew. copyrights]



for the people like sabrina who is eagerly waitting for that realtionship entry, i'm really sorry cos i cant get the pictures down. sorry. next one maybe. oh anyway, today saiful brought his k700i to school and i was pretty amazed on why ppl like him spend hundreds of dollar to get a fone. oh well, i'm still very proud with my ever-lasting nokia 2100! oh its super good you know. and so like u had predicted it, today topic would be on my Nokia 2100.

many had ask me the same question over and over again on why i'm so budget. well, i am but i guess theres nothing i want to change about my fone. i mean i would change it for a nokia 3100 which is like super cool whne u're typing loooooong msges. it wud be like ' tic tac tic tac' and when you type there will be this ego to type faster when you're fren is looking. the sound it make is so nice. haha. really. well, my 2100 is good in typing too you know. it take me 3 sec to type ' my name is Zaki'. you noe to those samsung and sony erikson out there, you're slow poke. and typing is never fun. its like ' tic.. tic.. ticc' . ahhh. boriing la.

okay. next, u noe dat my fone can draw ryte? haha. which colour fone could? haha. and i'm so proud of this function. its like you can draw wadeva you like when u're bored or something. come in really handy when you're waitting for a long Q buying 4D or stuff. haha. yep. and because of this i had created my burfday msges and stuff to send to others. sweet. haha. hand make. 5cent for dilivery. 5 minutes to make. yep. and i really like the game SNAKE. its super nice to play with this rubber button. anyway my top score is 2475. beat that. haha. without cheating okayy. ;p

ohh. i like the alarm clock too. i dunnoe why whenver it ring, i will wake up. no wonder you didnt see me standing in front of the foyer every morning, cause i'm not late damn it. supper effective fone. since i dun really use all those blue tooth, camera, radio and stuff i like this fone. so simple and yet fun. ohh anyway its cover got this space to put pictures and stuff and i usually put some doodling . yepp. veryy nice. ahh. but to those of you who still dont find my fone good, then, i got nothing to say. its ur choice but in case ur fone break down or something get this fone. its cheap. and furthermore even if u drop it a thousand time u dun need to bring it to the service. cos its durable. BUT nowadays, very difficult to find it selling in the market. yep.

hahaah. okayy. relationship pictures next time sabrina!
haha. gtg. see you ppl around. add comments!
2100- simply zakiii

"Everyone think of changing the unit but no one thinks of changing himself" well, in fact it was rather true larh. i gotta admit that though many cadets think this yr leaders are way better. i agree with them but i realised that some changed alot. many was very enthuastic before the post and even think of having a revolution. well, we actually achived it as in 'moral revolution' though. but now some just couldnt be bothered anymore. SOME. like i say, talk is cheap. you can talk all you want but if nothing is done, all the talking is useless. Indeed it had been a memorable task to actually take over. and so far things are looking bright. serious.

that 'SOME' ppl need to get back to their previous ways and keep the engine burning again.anyhow, handling part b was a pleasurable task indeed. not that thery are good but mainly because they are not good. haha. ironic aye. but like jeremy said, at the end of the day, you will feel this sense of sastifaction when u done your job well. veryy true.okay. now i actually realised that different part need different style to have the best end product. so far i guess i've unlocked that key larh but still a long way to go. drill wise, they never really changed so much but now they noe what is ugly drills. however morale wise, it was a REVOLUTION. attendence from 14-16 to 24-26, shouting softly to shouting so lound that angela loh scolded us. haha. more sense of teamwork and working as a part. lose as a team, suffer as a team and win as team. yep. thats right.even those ppl whom was in the 'wanted' list seems to be tame.

many positive changes but still not there yet. better bunch of leaders. yep. except 1? oh well. to lead is to inspire. fer the part a, they were already good but still, it take yrs fer them to get ke belakang pusing ryte but i gotta praise them alot larh. very discipline and enthu. maybe it was due to their naiveness? maybe.but lets hope fer the best. anyway, main aim fer tha part b is to win that orienteering, better bond and close-to-perfect drills. but i guess my main task is to keep that enthu-flame burning and never let it off. i've realised that life of a cadet is so much different that life of a spec. well, to be frank, i nvr was a really good cadet. still remember those days where i tried to slack, cheat in 'pumpings' and stuff. tell u smthg, i was actually the cadet who was being punished most. the countless knock it down i've gone through. but well, its all over.

ahh. sometimes knock it down dont work. well most of the time fer my part. so its was knock it down FIVE or recover. but that works. somehow, it really does.anyway, hope to have a better-realistic-planned-trainings. yepp. part b:- your actions, determine your future...

so many things to said. so little space.
.talk is cheap.

i repeat, YOU CANT STOP ME.

oryte, lets start this thing. out of boredom, i create this place. its not meant to be a blog though its blogspot.haha.dumb, i know but who cares ryte. well, i'm not like gonna update it like everyday, every hours cos i'm not into this religiously. i update when i find something nice to talk about. haha. i try to make it as interesting as possible and try to talk less about what i've been doing and stuff cause i repeat, i dont want it to be an online diary or stuff.well, u may thinks its kinda gay to start this thing off but hopefully one day you'll realize that its-not-so-gay afterall. like i say when u're bold and matured enough, u'll undertand. haha

okay. i dont know what i'm gonna talk about now cos this page is so fresh and i'll try to find a nice layout to match with the stuff i'm gonna talk about. hopefully, some blog genius could help me out there. oh well, days had past and we are getting older, wiser and hopefully better. ahh fer those of you who know part of my 'DREAM', you'll know that one day when i'm like 26 or something i want to visit those 3rd world country and help around. serious. haha. i really love those simple live and stuff. action you may say but hey, this is so true. think about those ppl, they are suffering there while we are like watching the pm making his national day speech on the tv? its unfair because not like this ppl are lazy or what but they are just born that way, born without proper house and stuff.

its different to those who live on the streets of singapore because either they are lazy to go to work or some other lame reasons. but who knows, maybe they too are born that way. oh well, some of you now might think that i just talk and talk and talk. NO ACTIONS. but hey, one day you'll see. and if actually know more about my 'DREAM', i want to adopt a child from countries like this who's suffereing frm AIDS or maybe born unfortunate. if u're thinking i'm trying hard to be the next angelina jolie, you're wrong. totally. i prefer it to be a black not that i'm against the white or something but..... oh well, thats my cool dream.

anyway, i'll comeback when thers some interesting to talk about. so yarh.