2 fans in a club

good evening people around the world. right. today had been a GOOD day compare with the days i had this past few weeks. we had this last min planning. haha. in the end it was an outing with SAIFUL-the-matt-with-checkered-vans, issac the MUNGENT-matt(totally), jy-who just broke up(!!!!!!), crislynn- who play hide and seek with mark in cine, pearlyn-bouncy pyrexia fella, fifa-the-photo-crazy-girl and cailing-the heartbroken soul. like i say i would publicize all the sins you ppl make!

anyway, since its going to be the month of overpriced roses and exoebitant set dinners, the lovey doveys letters and all the stupid things that the love crazy cratures(man) does to the ONE he love and after listening to cailing painful experieces, i decide to talk about LOVE. hahaha. how stupid can this whole thing be.

falling in love is easy. and the beautiful flowers, gifts of love and a warm body to snuggle up and make passionate love ti just sweeten the deal.ewww. yes, its great to be in love( right), but beyond the bouquets, expensive chocolates and romantic dinners, staying in love is no wlk in the park. or so i think.

if you ever had your heart broken, you'd know it takes dertimination,alot of hard work and the strength of all convinced for two people to stay together.

love MAY be many a splendour thing but to really know what love is, maybe we need to find out what it's not. that way, we manage each other expectation with less dissappointment.

well i got the below from an e-mail. go read.i would say some are rather true maybe not all.

LOVE is not
-just wanting the same thing. taking the same route there is equally important, if not more
-giving in blindly. losing yourself will definately take toll on youir realationship.
-holding on to whats not yours. give it back.
-forever. accept that. people change, feelings change,
-making empthy promises to pacify the loved ones
-divisable. you gotta multiply it.
-me! me! me! its US
-asuuming you know everything
-pleasing the loved one once in a blue moon
-keeping quiet either. communication is the key. talk

well, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR .

LOVE is a fanclub. where theres only 2 fans.

please dont break her heart

hello datethispage readers.

how has it been going? This week had been eventful throughout that i spent less then an hour being in front of the com. its pretty hectic when you gt 4 plates of ART to complete when you have lost your file, have soccer training 3hrs, 2 times a week, have ncc on the FRIDAY, have to cover chapters that seems alien to you and maybe because you had your birthday to celebrate. before i forget, thanks to all fer all you kinky and sweet presents. i really enjoy getting older. somehow, it make me feel that i've grown up and hopefully i'll become an adult one day.

i cant imagine what lies ahead in maybe 7 months time? or maybe 6? well, i think i could. haha. it will be more hectic. people mugging like some crazy person till the wee hours of the morning. less tv. being less healthy and all those things you could imagine. sometimes we tend to say that we will not be one of those above person but eventually we will. i try not to think of those time but i cant stop my mind from thinking about it. really. all of us are motivated to do great things fer only a couple of days and soon that feeling will die. this is just human nature and we cant deny. we cant keep any flame from burning throughout our life. sometime , the flame will go off and sometimes you need to burn it again by yourself but sometimes you just need a special someone to burn it for you. INSPIRATION IS ALL IT TAKES.

well. for the time being i have A COPYRIGHT timetable thanks to a stranger. haha. and i try to follow it as closely as possible and hopefully whatever i wannt will be achive.

what are you dreams?
tell me.

pushing the envelope

You draw a straight line, and its not quite right, but it still helps you see things clearer than a blank sheet of paper would"
20/1/2006








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so far, so good

if you leave

helloo people! i know it been years since i was here. but the thing is, I WAS BUSY. haha. infact, i was real busy.

cca open house was last week and i must say that PART C is being a part C. finally. well i got only 3 words to describe my part, " getting better everyday". really. if only you wise people could see the before and after effect. 4 months ago, i was taking a part which didnt bother to come for ncc and for the record i have only 8 cadets on the last training of 2005. a parrt which really didnt bond. no glues. a part that is only showing their ego and stuborness. a part that didnt really care whats lies ahead of them.

however, theres this different feeling whenever im standing infront of my part while im talking to them or even taking them for drills now. i see 24 cadets willing to change not themselve but change PART C 2006 itself. 24 cadets whom promise me to come for ncc training each week. 24 cadets who SWEAT together, suffer together, lose together and WIN together. haha. well im not exeggerating but its true alright. and they had change so much not because of their pc and apc but because THEY wanted to. really!

BUT all good things shall continue. yep.

"lets stop crying and start sweating. stop talking and start walking. walking together with a common faith cause WE CANNOT FAIL."
a pharase from the movie MIRACLE

i wouldnt say PART C is the best. nahh. and i wouldnt say they would be the best. nah. but the most amazing things happened without being the best. somehow, i find it really true.

" tough time dont last tough men does"

PART C 2006.
ONE PART. ONE SOUND.

bang!