adidas, so what?

School had kept me very busy for the last few weeks. Attending lectures, doing tutorials, lunch at the western stall, running ten rounds the field, sweating at the middle of the pitch, going for tackles, long bus ride home, catch up calls and followed by a 7hr sleep before the next day commence.

Its never easy catching up all the lessons that i've missed and juggling with trainings especially when one is lagging in fitness. There are times when i feel like giving up but when i gave a second thought, its not worth it to go this far and then give up.

" the rest can go fly kite"

ROBIN HOOD

Sometimes, you try to do good things but you end up wondering in the prison. You tried to explain to lawyer that you are not guilty but these 'people' never understand. You tried again and this time its the same ol' story, you failed to convince them. "Goodwill?" they asked. "Are you kidding? You should have.." they continue. There will be a period of time when you get down to 'earth' and soon realised that it is no use of rebelling and fighting against something that is already final. And it is this period of time that you will feel helpless and tired of this whole thing. Why should i fight for something that is never going to be heading my way? Maybe they are too smart or too brave to even understand the meaning of goodwill.

Oh well, till next time then. For the moment, i will be at the corner of my cell waiting.. waitting for god knows what.

somethings are just not meant to be