Saturday, July 28, 2007

class of 2006





This world has too much negativity. Lighten up, it’s a beautiful place! Sometimes, I just can’t see why people are so narcissistic and self-absorbed all the time. It’s really a damn turn-off. You’re young, good-looking, smart, so what in the world is making you feel so bloody abused. I think I see what the problem is. People like you feel like the world owes you a living. Get over it.

I would say, take pleasure in the simple things life brings your way. I was telling June, for every bad thing that happens, something good will blossom. Say for example, a relationship doesn’t work out, what does one bring away from it? Self-realisation? Perhaps a better understanding of ones flaws and the knowledge of how to handle the same situations should the problem ever arise. Good memories are a bonus too. So please lah, relaks sia! Smile.

This entry had no direction so that explains it.

Monday, July 23, 2007

zaki boy saves katong again!

As i sat here in my room, i began to realise that this page no longer seems to make sense and even if it does, it make little sense. If anyone of you ever had read my post months ago, you would soon realized that this page has lost its vibrancy not in picture sense but thoughts. When i sat up this page when i was fifteen ( almost two years ago!), this page is solely meant as a place where i talk and talk and no one could stop me. However, these days this page seems to be occupied with few lines of thoughts or lyrics that no one seems to understand except me. I choose these lines or lyrics because it describe how i feel best. Sometimes, the best kind of description is descripiton through songs because most of us like to relate a certain period of time with a certain songs. You do that, dont you?
By now, most of you would have realized that my use of grammer sucksss. haha. Believe me, i know and i'll be improving it because i'm buying a primary 4 grammer book to practice as suggested by my gp tutor. haha! Pathethic, i know! Talking to a couple of people online and reading alot of wonderful stories online had inspired me to do a long entry. I have ask myself this question " What is my priorities?" alot of times; in the long bus ride home from school, in the bathroom, when im in the school libray alone during breaks, when i'm facing stupid maths problem (???!!!#@$!) and when im doing nothing. And everytime i ask myself, i cant seem to answer my own question. arhgh! I began to ask myself why do i commit to such stupid thing at the first place. study shit, soccer shit, house cap shit which then will bring into more shits like assignment and test shit, teacher shit, training shit, organizing shits, compt shit and a whole load more shit. I'm sorry for the language use but shit is really the best word to describe all these shit. hahaha.
Besides all that shit, i think being a teacher is the most coolest job one could lend. Seriously. Though i do not want to be a teacher but I am certaintly game for relief teaching after my As which is a loooong way to gooo. But honestly, i think that being a teacher especially a secondary teacher is way cool cause you will have to play an important role in shaping the characters of teens and inspiring them do great things. As bold as it may sound or cliche as it may sound, i think thats the coolest responsibility one can ever had. I've always wanted to work with teenagers of 12-16 years of age because i feel i could 'connect' with thse kids. Speaking of this, made me miss those time when i was staff of part c 2006! haha. Oh well. I want to do so many things after promos like read, go to vietnam or thailand with bowen to help those kids again, lepak, visit so many sg places that i've not been to like fishball factory? hahaaha, the new musuem, the happening flea markets and yada yada. you get my flow. But first, i need to study for my promos which is around 60 days? Alright, i need to sleep. hahaahahah. OH WELL. the adventure of zaki boy continues...

Saturday, July 21, 2007

hello, mini-matt. You wanna go to econ mini mart?

FOR THE RECORD, I WILL BE THE WORLD HAPPIEST BOY.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

She acts like summer and walks like rain

all busy with school.
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken.Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong. Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation. The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
im stuck with the song drop of jupiter by Train and Hey there delilah by Plain white T and Forever young by Youth group.
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Monday, July 09, 2007

elton john on the radio


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Sunday, July 08, 2007

your rent is pass due, art-boy!



I know you've given all that you can give to me.I know there'll come a day I understand.Until then I'll be trying to solve your mystery . Smiling through denial , my specialty. I thought that was a good thing for a while .

I know in time you will believe . Heal – takes time .

Saturday, July 07, 2007

swings and slide at midnight

A thousand miles seems pretty far, but they've got planes and trains and cars. I'd walk to you if i had no other way. Our friends would make fun of us an we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way.

2 more years and you'll be done with school. AND i'll be making history like i do.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Lips of an angel

You expect the momentous events in life to provide some kind of a warning. You expect you expect to have some presage of what's about to happen, to be prepared for it when it hits you. I wasnt prepared. Some things hit so hard that you cannot prepare yourself for them. You just have to let them come and hope you survive the blow.

its been a long time coming

lets play beach freesbee shall we?